eyes hurting...
typing in the dark since sis is sleeping soundly now...
stil chattin with suanming...we r havin very interesting topic
stil wondering..
how could a guy like him can ever exist ... n he does...he is juz so funny
how could GOd gave him two brains instead of one..
that leads him into the extraimaginative world...
i guess he needs prayers...lets juz bow our heads n pray for our fren...suan ming...

had a long chat with kevin...were discussing bout the coming genting trip..with frens...headache....
and tonite...had so much of flash backs...
i didnt realize tat...things are stil so clearly carved in mind....

but so glad that frens arE always there for me throughout my ups and downs.
thanks guys...you guys are so wonderful~!!~!~!!!

after the super long talk with kevin and suan ming...
haahaa....we actuallly came out with a sentence of the day...

anyway....who knows how is our future gonna take place???
only God knows....so again....
i will juz say....commit everythin into His hand...
and pray hard for tat...He is so good...for He wil answer your sincere prayers...and give you the desires in your heart..

maybe the main prob that occurs is ....ppl r getting more n more complicated...

its 4.30am....and i m stil awake...

afraid of falling asleep.....
afraid of lying on the bed...with an active mind.....which keeps recalling stuff....
afraid of dreaming bout sumthin that has to do with the conversation juz now....

but i experienced b4...i dreamt of sumthin which i didnt wanna dream of...and i managed to "escape" from the dream...n jolted up ...n den fell asleep again..and started with a new dream....

i wish i could come out with a drug in the future..
which enables human beings...to control our reticular formation and hypothalamus...which is responsible of sending signals to our cerebral cortex and occipital lobe as well for dream vision...

by den...we will be able to choose the dreams that we wanna have at tat particular night....
juz like choosing movies from the dvd rack....

cool huh?

maybe choosing dreams for the person sleepin next to u...would be an better idea...or ....connect her or his brain with ur own brain...with sumkind of cable which is capable for signal transduction....
and thusss.s...s......
there r no more secretsssssss.....between you guyss...

this drug wil definitely has a huge market ....among the married couples..kekeke....

ok...its time to go to bed.....

and sleep as much as i wan.....maybe ..i mean...if possible...
i wanna try sleeping continuously for...ermm..24 hours??!!??
or maybe above???
since i really have nothing better to do..........