suddenly....
something crosses my mind after started a conversation with waiyip.

there was a night, i sms him...telling him that i want myself to be serious in relationship.....
hahaa..ermm...ya i was serious..but its the not-so-serious type of serious...get wat i mean?huh?
i used to be freaking serious when come to all these stuff...but getting more n more chilling after that.....maybe when time goes by..we tend to see more stuff...gain more experience and learn more lessons in our lives.....
those lessons taught me to be a wiser one...eventhough i ended up as victim...i am stil a wise victim.....
experiences do enlighten me alot...

and then...today waiyip asked me again bout the things that i said in that sms.....
"wat do u mean by serious???"
"so you have found ur the other half now?"

somehow, i juz feel uneasy with the phrase "found the other half.."
i dislike being called as somebody's the other half or vice versa...

and i answered , "i am still as a whole....not goin to be divided yet....we are still young.."
when you are serious...you know tat your are serious...meaning you are serious...

everyone has their own definition of BEING SERIOUS IN RELATIONSHIP.

it doesnt matter , as long as the person gives u the urge to be serious with him or her....
and that already meant alot.....

about the right of choosing another guy while a gal is still involving in a relationship with another guy.......i m stil totally disagree with wat u think lor...keke....

a gal doesnt have any rights to do that when she is sumone's gf...isnt it?????
tis is wat we called GREEDY.
the gal wants the status ...the GF status....and she wants to lead a single life...as in...a life where she can stil flirt around with guys....and being courted by other guys......

i really cant take tis....tis is being a bit too much for a gal....
and tis is the THING that i seriously think that itsa disgrace to gals....
she has no right to do that after all~!!!!

but no doubt what waiyip said after tat was quite true...
dun worry...i m not giving up the FOREST just for a TREE...
i will wait for the TREE......which is goin to worth a FOREST ......

:)