After taking sedatives for a few nights, I think today wil be a new start for me.

-NO more taking sedatives
-NO more staring at the ceiling and worrying til the sunlight slowly brightens up the room..
-NO more choreographing for my dance..finally its done~!!!
-NO more worrying bout my patient 's history case..teacher seems to like me so much!
-No more tearing at night for nonsense...those are nonsense, i got something better to do now..
-Jess no longer staying in the DARK..we finally shifted the cupboard..
-My corner is no longer isolated...
-My bags of old clothes finally are packed and soon be given away..
-I finally bought an IDD card to call home after one month..always wanted to do so..but there were always obstacles..
-Glomerulonephritis was bothering me so much..finally i find it simple ..
-Something which was inside me for 5 years..finally got an answer ...

time flies...
it has been 5 years..more than that maybe..
its amazing that how things happen within these 5 years..
although i am far apart from the place where all the memories were created..but the memories are always with me..

I am feeling so relief now..
my shoulder is no longer hurting..
i got my motivation all of a sudden..thanks..for everything..
I will bear in mind ...everything that i was told and taught..
LIFE IS WONDERFUL..
its wonderful , when you get to open your eyes in the morning..seeing your roommates preparing for classes instead of having Jesus face to face asking you .."why did you sin so much~!?"and find yourself being nowhere but no longer in the world...

its wonderful , when you still get to see those you love..communicate with them and show how much you love and care...

its wonderful , even if you are far apart from those you love but still get to love
them and care for them...

LIFe is wonderful..appreciate it..