Sunday, September 24, 2006

its 7.15 am
woke up at 6 am.
I couldnt sleep much nowadays..

Homesick !homesick!

I cant wait to get my streamyx done.
I cant wait to have video conversation with mommy..
I cant wait to go back in jan..

I am fully occupied in oct.-being part of the OC for Aidil-vali function.
-coming out wth two performances (sounds challenging)
-busy cycle
-do alot of thinkings..on ways of improving myself

Recently, i realized something..break-up seems to be the trend of the year.

THree friends of mine..just broke up..
haha.how come everyone come to me telling me that they broke up..
maybe due to the reason tat ..i am a nocturnal friend..oh no..i think i m a 7-11 friend..alwiz available when they call or sms..

true enough.

midnight in msia..would be my dinner time..
insomnia hours..i am the only one stil studying..or onlining..
early in the morning..after they got themselves wasted..i m the one stil awake to listen to their post-drinking confession...
ya..i am always available for u guys ..

I like the feelings of having supports and someone there for me when I am facing some prob..or having homesick..
thanks yo my fatty buddy !!!thanks for comforting me last night..

Dear all my friends out there...
Again, I have to stress on this again...LOVE AFFAIRS..aren't everything in our lives.
SO, stop being so selfish..think bout the others..think bout those who care bout u more than anybody else does..
Let go when its time to do so..holding on doesnt show your loyalty, nor bring u sympathy..u are just making a fool out of urself..in front of those who already let things go...
MOVE ON!live for urself babes..
STOP victimizing urself in a relationship!!!!!!!!!!

A bit confused..when 99% cases of depression is mainly caused by relationship problems.alright..i am making myself sound like an old lady..i admit it..but i am really sick of witnessing gals being victims of relationships..

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