Its a starting of a new cycle.

life isn't that good but its still bearable.
I have altogether four sub this month. Neurology, endocrinology, radiotherapy and dermatology.

Neurology is a tough sub.which requires tons of gyrus in the brain to move along in order to understand this subject..no wonder its called neurology.

today ..the same dramatic scene took place AGAIN..
someone stole my phone..
Ron n I tried chasing him..but he was too far away and we had to give up..
the lecture after tat was like taking forever to end..
my gastric was killing me hence i left the lecture hall during recess time and headed home..

i thought that i was good in managing my anger and depression..
after taking my lunch..i decided to call home..

mom : hello

cry baby : hello..mom?

mom : hello? anything?u seldom call at this hour..anythin went wrong?

cry baby : .. ..(my throat was stuck..shallow eyes filled w tears..trying to hold
back..)

mom : wats wrong??tell me..

cry baby : ..(stil couldnt utter a word)

mom : Tell me..hello?

cry baby : My phone was stolen this afternoon..(trembling voice)

mom : What?feeling sad??wats wrong??

cry baby : ya..have been kinda down these days..and my phone was snatched by an
idiotic russian..(in addition , he looks disgusting in his fitting,
semi-transparent dark outfit...and holding a leather bag which is
light brown in colour..typical russian look!)

mom : Huh?(shocked + upset) nevermind lar..dun think bout it anymore..

cry baby : sob..sob..(tearing non-stop..)

Never thought tat i could actually cry to my mom..at the age of 21..
I guess i must be really upset at that moment..
the exact second when the impulse of my mom's "hello" successfully transmitted to my temporal lobe..
the HOMESICK SYNDROME remission was really bad this time..its the exacerbation stage..

I m so thankful that my parents are always there for me when i need them.
I was so angry with myself for my easily fatiguibility...that had given a chance for the idiot to escape..i m such a loser..
besides, i feel so bad..it was mom's present for me..and i realy appreciated it so much..i really dun wanna get money from my parents for another phone..i m such a loser again..

thanks mommy..the long conversation has saved me from an insomnia night.
or maybe a few?

after talkin it out. . i really miss home so much!!!!

p/s - i am stil the happy-jolly joey..no worries