next thurs is my pharma final exams..and i am here online, typin post for my blog..sigh..
life is so boring.everyday thinkin of exams which r bothering me so much..

ppl like to ask bout the progression of revision...'HEY, HOW IS YOUR PROGRESSION HUH??"
I m not sure wat was the answer i gave...but my progression is a bit too fast than usual...
why is it so?
i m wondering....mind wanders too much?or m i a genius all of a sudden?haha..no idea.

i have been drinkin coffee so frequently, experiencing the adverse effects of it...
always feeling anxious..and having tremors in extremeties..
but it doesn't matter...as long as i can stay up and study...there are juz too much to memorize....this is life....

early in the morning(erghh...i mean around ten am..)
hao came to my room...woke me up...
we went out with some frens..had lunch at a chinese buffet restaurant..
but the food doesnt seem to help me in getting rid of the tension and stress...

today's weather is so gloomy...and tis worsen my current situation..my eyes kept focusing at the window...admiring the rain drops...i wish i could hav a break...have a chance to recharge myself..

argh....i am not sure what the hell am i typing right now....
i really cant wait for the exams to get over....get my ass back in msia....

life sucks...

i am feeling damn confused..
i am not sure bout whats running in my mind....
i am just so confused.....

i just wrote jean a message and it sort of enlightens me....
i am leading a messy life over here...
miserable life....
i wish i could quit this and lead a better life....
but i guess its a bit too late...

symptoms of a patient who is having a crappy-life-disease:
- insomnia
- convulsion
- schizophrenia...which means mental illness
- no way of sitting still
- lack of concentration in everythin tat he or she does
- urge of harming his or her own health
- prefer to be alone
-basically just one exact word for all these.....
SICK!!!DARN SICK!~!!~!!!

sick of studying...sick of worrying...sick of getting sick....sick of listening the same songs over and over again...sick of reading the same page,the same sentence, the same word over n over again, sick of walking up n down the corridor, sick of every single thing which is so sickening...

i wonder if i could manage to survive til the coming summer hols....

90% out of 100% of a person's life...is filled w problems and depression...isn't it???
problems that take place in our lives are never-ending...
they make us grow...make us think...and make us wiser....
but the process is just so unbearable.

i miss them as much as you do jean....
i really miss them and love them so so much.