wat a mess...
stil not yet settled down..
stil surviving with the things that i hav in my luggages.....
but luckily we r stayin at nice nice hotels and not lousy ones....
classes started
i like my new group .... they r chilling...
have been travelling anot...but fortunately i hav bunch of good frens around...
journey is not tat boring afterall....
but stil kinda miss ipoh...miss everythin in ipoh....herhehehe...
i wish i could take a pic of my hotel room n post it up here....
maybe sumday
when i m too bored fo studyin i will do tat.....
nothin much to talk bout actually./..
ermm....lectures and classes are getting more n more interesting...
but at the same time...its tougher...
since we hav more things to study...
but we get to learn more things this year...
started to feel like....i m studyin medicine...and i m going to be a doc sumday....
a fren of mine had disappointed me again....
haizzz....dunno how many times i hav to protest n defend for him....
hahaaha....but i know him too well that i had already told him bout wat i had in mind b4 i left for moscow.....
and yarr....i was so right that ....he already found himself a gf ...less than a week after i departed.
ahahaa........of course i wil stil wish him all the best and everything...haha.a..but he sounded a bit paiseh while talking to me....haahahahahaaa
this is one of my dak yi frens...haahaaa.a.....
juz stay wat u r....cheerzzz....our frenship rulezzz....no worries u dun hav to explain to me haahaa...cuz everytime u were tellnig the same thing again n again..hahaahaa.....
luckily we din fall for each other...thank GOd.....if not i guess i would had lost a fren like u~!!!
akakaka.a.....
juz dun add anymore members to anti-dxxtxxxx club
gotta go for microbe class soon...
miss my frens n family...muackssssss
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Saturday, September 03, 2005
15 min b4 i leave tis cyber cafe....
i hav a lecture to attend later ..
its pathophysio.....
i miss home~!!!!miss home miss home miss home!~!!!
the first day we arrived..
we had no place to stay...n at the end...
ended up in a hotel..
ok not bad....
the next day..
1st of sept..
supposingly classes starting on tat day..
but bcuz of hostel prob..we were waiting whole day at dean's office..
finally..
we got hotel....n gonna stay there til next tuess....
its a really nice..n clean one....i mean...its considered really good...
we r so fortunate compared to the others....
some r stayin at old old hostels...
extremely bad conditions...
agfter tues...we gonna stay at the same hotel...but different rooms...
rooms which sunny n other seniors used to stay last time....
screw it~!russian sux like mad.....
wanted to mail lucas n sze n jo...n others....but...12 min left...igtg off soon
really miss u guys....miss everybody
muacks muacksss
i hav a lecture to attend later ..
its pathophysio.....
i miss home~!!!!miss home miss home miss home!~!!!
the first day we arrived..
we had no place to stay...n at the end...
ended up in a hotel..
ok not bad....
the next day..
1st of sept..
supposingly classes starting on tat day..
but bcuz of hostel prob..we were waiting whole day at dean's office..
finally..
we got hotel....n gonna stay there til next tuess....
its a really nice..n clean one....i mean...its considered really good...
we r so fortunate compared to the others....
some r stayin at old old hostels...
extremely bad conditions...
agfter tues...we gonna stay at the same hotel...but different rooms...
rooms which sunny n other seniors used to stay last time....
screw it~!russian sux like mad.....
wanted to mail lucas n sze n jo...n others....but...12 min left...igtg off soon
really miss u guys....miss everybody
muacks muacksss
Thursday, August 25, 2005
YA..tis blog is written for a purpose.
i luv coming back during my holidays.i luv the feelings of steppin into my house...feeling the warmth..observing the changes in my home sweet home...takin few deep breathes..letting go the sickening stress...enjoyin the freedom of stayin at my own house..my own room.lying on my own bed...setting free my mind....but m ost of all.....meeting up my dearest family members again~!!!especially the one i luv the most - my sissstarhh...
beginnings of every single hols of mine....are alwiz sweet n memorable...
jean n i went all around ipoh the first few days....that was the very first time b eing fetched by her...we had so much of fun...n tat weekend is the longest time we spent outside during the whole summer holidays......bcuz she has to sit for her exams v ery soon...
we hadn't spent much time together...shoppin around...
not even once ....we visit karaoke together during this long holidays...
most of the time...we were out together for one purpose- her dinner night(graduation night)preparation.
i refused to teach dancing at first...n rejected her straight after she suggested.
after few nights of thinking...i changed my mind.. bcuz i tot of spending more time with her instead of stayin at home...n at the same time...the thought pop into my mind...she has not much of time left once the preparation starts...in addition, when i was imagining how would the situation be if i were there to teach them dancing....i couldn't help smiling at myself ..."i m sure that this wil definitely be another sweet n funn y memory ....so...why not?"
ya ..i was right.
the teaching progress was really fun ...although its juz a short period of time.The laughters and sweet memories worth all the time that i'd spent on that dance.i blended into the their students' life once again...and got to know more bout her frens and gradually understand more bout my growing-up sis.
other than that, we seldom had time for each other...(i went out-station for a few times)..hehe...
the hols is goin to end soon...n tis is the first time we never had a chance to sing k togeher....tho had been talkin bout tat all the time in our conversation when i was back in moscow...
spending time together...is not tat essential since deep in my heart ...i know tat we r perfectly-bonded..strongly-bonded...eternally-bonded.nothin can be compared to our luvly relationship which i take it as the greatest gift that is given by my greatest Father...He luvs me so much for he sent me a good sister ... a younger yet more stable sis ....who guides me when i m confused...who "escort" me when i m too weak to walk alone ...who gives me the fullest support…who never failed cheerin me up…
that’s y it really hurts me when things happened to be tat way…
I dun mind being condemned by others..but not my own family members and my close frens.how do I define close frens?
Close frens are those who I treat them with all my heart…I wanna share everything with them…giv a hand when they are in trouble…cheer them up when they r depressed…being straight forward and never hide anything from them.
“do u think that u r more influential than I m?”
“ya…u r more influential…”its easy to type it out and answer the question above…but the feelings that I had at that very moment …were juz more than words could describe.
Its juz so painful to accept the fact that…I m being such a useless sis who cant even be compared to a guy who she knows for 4 years.ya…it was my fault…
My sight was getting blur…
I was trying so hard to hold back my tears which filled my eyes straight after I typed that phrase…
At tat moment I realized wats in ur mind…I switched off the laptop…
U shud und me even if the whole world misund me~!
U shud know the way I express morethan anyone do~!
Anyone on earth can stab me at the back…betray me…but not U~!
He thinks tat I m juz doin it for my own advantages…
But u urself shud know that from the very beginning…since the first time u did that…I already adviced u …I had tried…maybe I m juz so useless n poor in expressing myself…
Is that the reason why I deserved ignorance from u..and all the irritated responses?
Sumthin choked me…I couldn’t even speak to u…I hid myself back at the kit chen…n u ran upstairs…
I was told not to get too upset..since I’d already tried my best.
But I know tat I m not doin tat juz for the sake of doing my job as an elder sis.
I juz wanna s ee the old U…the one who study for urself…live for urself~!
U dun need the screen to motivate u…
I trust in u…whatever u’ve decided…juz go ahead…
U r mature enough to decide n to think for urself…I will stand right here n wish u all the best…dun get me wrong…I m alwiz ur refuge when u fall…n promise to be a better sis …
i luv coming back during my holidays.i luv the feelings of steppin into my house...feeling the warmth..observing the changes in my home sweet home...takin few deep breathes..letting go the sickening stress...enjoyin the freedom of stayin at my own house..my own room.lying on my own bed...setting free my mind....but m ost of all.....meeting up my dearest family members again~!!!especially the one i luv the most - my sissstarhh...
beginnings of every single hols of mine....are alwiz sweet n memorable...
jean n i went all around ipoh the first few days....that was the very first time b eing fetched by her...we had so much of fun...n tat weekend is the longest time we spent outside during the whole summer holidays......bcuz she has to sit for her exams v ery soon...
we hadn't spent much time together...shoppin around...
not even once ....we visit karaoke together during this long holidays...
most of the time...we were out together for one purpose- her dinner night(graduation night)preparation.
i refused to teach dancing at first...n rejected her straight after she suggested.
after few nights of thinking...i changed my mind.. bcuz i tot of spending more time with her instead of stayin at home...n at the same time...the thought pop into my mind...she has not much of time left once the preparation starts...in addition, when i was imagining how would the situation be if i were there to teach them dancing....i couldn't help smiling at myself ..."i m sure that this wil definitely be another sweet n funn y memory ....so...why not?"
ya ..i was right.
the teaching progress was really fun ...although its juz a short period of time.The laughters and sweet memories worth all the time that i'd spent on that dance.i blended into the their students' life once again...and got to know more bout her frens and gradually understand more bout my growing-up sis.
other than that, we seldom had time for each other...(i went out-station for a few times)..hehe...
the hols is goin to end soon...n tis is the first time we never had a chance to sing k togeher....tho had been talkin bout tat all the time in our conversation when i was back in moscow...
spending time together...is not tat essential since deep in my heart ...i know tat we r perfectly-bonded..strongly-bonded...eternally-bonded.nothin can be compared to our luvly relationship which i take it as the greatest gift that is given by my greatest Father...He luvs me so much for he sent me a good sister ... a younger yet more stable sis ....who guides me when i m confused...who "escort" me when i m too weak to walk alone ...who gives me the fullest support…who never failed cheerin me up…
that’s y it really hurts me when things happened to be tat way…
I dun mind being condemned by others..but not my own family members and my close frens.how do I define close frens?
Close frens are those who I treat them with all my heart…I wanna share everything with them…giv a hand when they are in trouble…cheer them up when they r depressed…being straight forward and never hide anything from them.
“do u think that u r more influential than I m?”
“ya…u r more influential…”its easy to type it out and answer the question above…but the feelings that I had at that very moment …were juz more than words could describe.
Its juz so painful to accept the fact that…I m being such a useless sis who cant even be compared to a guy who she knows for 4 years.ya…it was my fault…
My sight was getting blur…
I was trying so hard to hold back my tears which filled my eyes straight after I typed that phrase…
At tat moment I realized wats in ur mind…I switched off the laptop…
U shud und me even if the whole world misund me~!
U shud know the way I express morethan anyone do~!
Anyone on earth can stab me at the back…betray me…but not U~!
He thinks tat I m juz doin it for my own advantages…
But u urself shud know that from the very beginning…since the first time u did that…I already adviced u …I had tried…maybe I m juz so useless n poor in expressing myself…
Is that the reason why I deserved ignorance from u..and all the irritated responses?
Sumthin choked me…I couldn’t even speak to u…I hid myself back at the kit chen…n u ran upstairs…
I was told not to get too upset..since I’d already tried my best.
But I know tat I m not doin tat juz for the sake of doing my job as an elder sis.
I juz wanna s ee the old U…the one who study for urself…live for urself~!
U dun need the screen to motivate u…
I trust in u…whatever u’ve decided…juz go ahead…
U r mature enough to decide n to think for urself…I will stand right here n wish u all the best…dun get me wrong…I m alwiz ur refuge when u fall…n promise to be a better sis …
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
lets continue with the interesting topic...kakaa
our fren waiyip seems to be quite interested in tis topic.......Again...it proves that...guys do OI LENG...not only gals huh??~!!hahaaa...
lets talk bout NECK...
i guess....right now..the guys are opening their eyes wide....
wondering wat does the neck has to do with BAN LENG?
ppl tend to ignore this important part of the body....
juz imagine...a lady..who keeps a pretty , young face...fair n smooth skin...
but when zoom out a bit...
the neck which full of wrinkles...loosen skin ...came into sight...
neck plays a vital role in a person's appearance....especially for gals..
neck n shoulder together wil make the prettiest ...most attractive part of the body...when a bareshouldered top is put on...
the taiwanese even bliv tat...the sexiest part of the body...is the neck n the shoulder...
i do agree with this...
how to protect ur daily-exposed neck???
first of all....cleanse ur neck while u wash ur face....*didnt u notice that...the instruction at the back alwiz starts with this phrase..."Wash ur face n neck with XXX cleansing milk.....blablabla.."
pat it dry....apply moisturizer...juz exactly like wat u alwiz do to your face...
i have a small tip here...which wil helps u in keeping a wrinkles-free neck
-do not turn ur head too much....tats y..the pretty models do not hav expressions...n do not turn n look at u ...they... walk straight ....
our fren waiyip seems to be quite interested in tis topic.......Again...it proves that...guys do OI LENG...not only gals huh??~!!hahaaa...
lets talk bout NECK...
i guess....right now..the guys are opening their eyes wide....
wondering wat does the neck has to do with BAN LENG?
ppl tend to ignore this important part of the body....
juz imagine...a lady..who keeps a pretty , young face...fair n smooth skin...
but when zoom out a bit...
the neck which full of wrinkles...loosen skin ...came into sight...
neck plays a vital role in a person's appearance....especially for gals..
neck n shoulder together wil make the prettiest ...most attractive part of the body...when a bareshouldered top is put on...
the taiwanese even bliv tat...the sexiest part of the body...is the neck n the shoulder...
i do agree with this...
how to protect ur daily-exposed neck???
first of all....cleanse ur neck while u wash ur face....*didnt u notice that...the instruction at the back alwiz starts with this phrase..."Wash ur face n neck with XXX cleansing milk.....blablabla.."
pat it dry....apply moisturizer...juz exactly like wat u alwiz do to your face...
i have a small tip here...which wil helps u in keeping a wrinkles-free neck
-do not turn ur head too much....tats y..the pretty models do not hav expressions...n do not turn n look at u ...they... walk straight ....
Monday, August 22, 2005
today..i feel like discussing bout the topic....BAN LENG...which means..beautifying urself..ur outlook...from hair to toe...
nowadays..i bet not only gals who r interested in tis topic...but the guys do care alot as well..
first of all...
1. skin care
i never knew that skin care is that important...til the end of my second year course...
it was a nightmare~!no...i supposed...it IS a nightmare~!~!
THEY juz came all of a sudden....which made me screamed out early in the morning.....
THEY r scarier than a big monster....
THEY can catch more attention than any accessories u wear....no matter how attractive the accessories are....
THEY can even get greater n greater in size...each day....
scary huh??
THEY, the pimples, r the biggest nightmare i ever had back in moscow...
i never had so many pimples in my life b4....GOSH....it was so terrible that i couldnt help avoiding the stupid mirror at my study table.....
thanks to the stress that i was facing tat time.....
i tried many ways to get rid of them...but those ways juz didnt turn up good...
finally i m back in msia...n throughout the 2 months. amount of pimples on my face...was getting more n more at first....fortunately...now its under control...n hopefully...i wil fully recover asap.
i used to ignore the importance of skin care b4 tat...never really cared much..
the increment of cortisol production due to the stress tat i got from my studies....caused the growth of pimples...
at the same time...the intake of caffein..which promotes the effects of similar hormones(epinephrine)....
all these led to the same results...
new pimples growing everyday...without fail..
how to keep a fair...smooth...silky ..face..????
1. my fren suggested...DRINK MILK...not choco flavour...(if u dun wan to hav tat colour on ur face)....original flavour...so..if u wanna hav rosy cheeks...maybe..can try out the stawberry flavour...
2.DRINK ALOT ALOT OF WATERRR.....
3.PAMPER UR FACE WITH FACIAL MASK EVERYDAY.....honey mask..cucumber anti-bacterial mask....clay mask....
4.KEEP UR FACE CLEAN...wash it often...
5.TRY NOT TO USE SO MUCH OF MAKE UP...it is harmful to ur skin ...
6.PIMPLES PROB???GET SKINOREN FROM PHARMACIES NEARBY...trust me...it works!~but remember to spread it when u apply..the skin tone would be obvious
7.USE FACIAL PRODUCTS WHICH ARE SUITABLE FOR UR SKIN TYPE...skin products...once u hav used more than a year....shud try another brand...cuz the previous one wil hav no more effects after being used for quite sum time....n the new brand products wil improve ur skin in another way
8.CONSULT A BEAUTICIAN IF PROB CANT BE SOLVED.....they r the pro....ask them..n stop trying products one by one....end up in a mess...
9.MASSAGE UR FACE..tap the eye area with 3 fingers softly....do not rub it...to avoid skin loosening at tis area...tis area is the softest..massage the cheek bones area by rotating it..
10.USE COLD WATER TO WASH FACE INSTEAD OF HOT ONE...cold water has the firming effect...
to be continuedd....
nowadays..i bet not only gals who r interested in tis topic...but the guys do care alot as well..
first of all...
1. skin care
i never knew that skin care is that important...til the end of my second year course...
it was a nightmare~!no...i supposed...it IS a nightmare~!~!
THEY juz came all of a sudden....which made me screamed out early in the morning.....
THEY r scarier than a big monster....
THEY can catch more attention than any accessories u wear....no matter how attractive the accessories are....
THEY can even get greater n greater in size...each day....
scary huh??
THEY, the pimples, r the biggest nightmare i ever had back in moscow...
i never had so many pimples in my life b4....GOSH....it was so terrible that i couldnt help avoiding the stupid mirror at my study table.....
thanks to the stress that i was facing tat time.....
i tried many ways to get rid of them...but those ways juz didnt turn up good...
finally i m back in msia...n throughout the 2 months. amount of pimples on my face...was getting more n more at first....fortunately...now its under control...n hopefully...i wil fully recover asap.
i used to ignore the importance of skin care b4 tat...never really cared much..
the increment of cortisol production due to the stress tat i got from my studies....caused the growth of pimples...
at the same time...the intake of caffein..which promotes the effects of similar hormones(epinephrine)....
all these led to the same results...
new pimples growing everyday...without fail..
how to keep a fair...smooth...silky ..face..????
1. my fren suggested...DRINK MILK...not choco flavour...(if u dun wan to hav tat colour on ur face)....original flavour...so..if u wanna hav rosy cheeks...maybe..can try out the stawberry flavour...
2.DRINK ALOT ALOT OF WATERRR.....
3.PAMPER UR FACE WITH FACIAL MASK EVERYDAY.....honey mask..cucumber anti-bacterial mask....clay mask....
4.KEEP UR FACE CLEAN...wash it often...
5.TRY NOT TO USE SO MUCH OF MAKE UP...it is harmful to ur skin ...
6.PIMPLES PROB???GET SKINOREN FROM PHARMACIES NEARBY...trust me...it works!~but remember to spread it when u apply..the skin tone would be obvious
7.USE FACIAL PRODUCTS WHICH ARE SUITABLE FOR UR SKIN TYPE...skin products...once u hav used more than a year....shud try another brand...cuz the previous one wil hav no more effects after being used for quite sum time....n the new brand products wil improve ur skin in another way
8.CONSULT A BEAUTICIAN IF PROB CANT BE SOLVED.....they r the pro....ask them..n stop trying products one by one....end up in a mess...
9.MASSAGE UR FACE..tap the eye area with 3 fingers softly....do not rub it...to avoid skin loosening at tis area...tis area is the softest..massage the cheek bones area by rotating it..
10.USE COLD WATER TO WASH FACE INSTEAD OF HOT ONE...cold water has the firming effect...
to be continuedd....
Sunday, August 21, 2005
wat r the guys thinking????(specially written for my dearest galgal gang)
lionel was asking....."if sumone really luvs u....he will never let u feel the insecureness..so do u think tat a guy who gives u this kind of feelings...actually luvs u?"
good question...but no answers given..bcuz i really hav no idea.
gals luv finding excuses for guys..
especially for those they luv..
when he doesnt reply sms....
she wil thinks tat..."he might hav low credit....or maybe..hp is switched to silent mode??or maybe...he left his phone at home??ermm...maybe he din see the message..or...i guess he might be busy right now..."
c'mon.....u know it deep inside ur heart....tat...how often does a guy leave his phone at home......guys dislike talkin on the phone for long...so..its quite impossible tat he wil hav low credit all the time....silent mode...make sense huh..(it bcums the most reasonable reason for guys...who make late reply)...busy...everyone is busy...a short reply like "sorry,i m busy...reply ya later.." wil do ....lor...
guys do not reply in time..
there r tons of reasons...
maybe dotaing???playin footbal???talkin craps with frens at the mamak??
playing hard to get???talkin to gals..inconvenient to reply???
watchin football match or F1??
clubbing???checkin out gals???etc etc etc...
dun tell me tat they might be playin piano.....or doin housework...or maybe feet massaging mommy at home...
trust me...guys nowadays...r never tat simple.~!!!
when a guy..didn't reply u...
GALS....pls ~!!!never surrender to tis~!
(i totally agree w my frens who commented tat i m egoistic)
wahaaahaaaa...
when a guy says I LUV U...
look into his eyes..and u can tell whether its a lie or not..
if so happen tat he is a good liar...with good eyes expression...
never fall into the trap tat easily ya...kaaka...
after u nodded ur head....things might be different...
soo....play hard to get til u r sure of his real feelings~!!!
but at the same time...be aware
never miss out the good chances.. the good guys...(extinct tho)
okok...hahaa...in case sum guys r reading tis..
good guys do exist...but rare
when a guy is willin to do anythin for u...
appreciate ...!~!~!
at the same time...do not accept him as a reward to this...if u r uncertain with ur own feelings.
this relationship might not turn into good...think twice!~
when a guy who u luv him more than he luvs u.....does sumthin for u..
even if its sumthin very very minor.....tat no one can actually realize it
u will take it so seriously ...n the world seems to be so wonderful the next second...
minor things can even turn into sumthin really big....which wil let ur heart be stolen ...forever~!
vice versa...if a guy...who luvs u..more than u do...
sacrifice everythin juz for u...
u r the world to him...
but he is only a sand out of the beach to u...
i guess..no matter how hard he tries..
he wil never get rid of being a tiny sand...
guys like tis...let me tell u...
gals wil never change their mind tat easily..
especially once she thinks tat u r her FOREVER FREN....
but there might be sum exceptions...
u can try if u r a risk taker!~
ppl used to think tat i m a palyful,...flirtatious gal...
sumbody juz told me tat..
i started my first rship when i was 18
and ended two rships by 19
it sounds playful maybe..
but i m sure tat i was serious...and wasnt playin at all..
after the last rship....i made a resolution..
STRICTLY NO RSHIP TIL MY CONVO DAY
kakaaaa...i did sumthin similar last time...b4 my spm..n i did it
tis kind of thinkin...is good tho...for ppl like me..especially..
at times...ppl tend to get lonely.....when they r singles...
LET ME TELL U WAT TO DO:
1. STUDY. sorry..i m juz a nerd when skool starts
2. MAKE URSELF BUSY.if u r a guy...go back to ur dota...i know u can dota day n nite..
if u r a gal...pamper urself with facial mask..hairtreatment....manicure...pedicure...or watever....make urself prettier....stay pretty for urself..and why not???
3.EAT.but never do tis too often...especially for gals...
gals hav all the reasons to eat...wahahaa...happy..sad...lonely...stress..(gonna bcum fatty den)
4.ITS MUSIC TIME~!play piano...guitar...or watever instrument...but..dun start with a sad song....u r gettin urself into troubles ya...
5.SHOPPING!~get ur wardrobe full with nice..n new stuff...ur accessories box full with cute n colourful accessories....dress up nicely...hav fun with creating newstyle of urs...leave the oldself.
6.FRENZZ ARE ALWIZ THERE FOR U.if ur frens are not there...i m sure tat i will be there for u!~
7.THINK FAR. make future plans for urself....think for urself...for ur family...
8.CALL UP UR PARENTS.tho sumtimes might hav difficulties of communicating(for sum teenagers larrr....not me...definitely)they r stil the one...who luv u the most...n muz be honoured the most...
9.COOK..but do not eat it....spend ur time in the kitchen(tho i wil not do tis...after skool reopen)and distribute the food...indirectly bringin joy n laughters to ppl around...provided..the food is good lar...of course
10.BLOG.release everythin in ur blog....
there r juz so many things tat we can do...
so why bother worrying bout...getting lonely??
lionel was asking....."if sumone really luvs u....he will never let u feel the insecureness..so do u think tat a guy who gives u this kind of feelings...actually luvs u?"
good question...but no answers given..bcuz i really hav no idea.
gals luv finding excuses for guys..
especially for those they luv..
when he doesnt reply sms....
she wil thinks tat..."he might hav low credit....or maybe..hp is switched to silent mode??or maybe...he left his phone at home??ermm...maybe he din see the message..or...i guess he might be busy right now..."
c'mon.....u know it deep inside ur heart....tat...how often does a guy leave his phone at home......guys dislike talkin on the phone for long...so..its quite impossible tat he wil hav low credit all the time....silent mode...make sense huh..(it bcums the most reasonable reason for guys...who make late reply)...busy...everyone is busy...a short reply like "sorry,i m busy...reply ya later.." wil do ....lor...
guys do not reply in time..
there r tons of reasons...
maybe dotaing???playin footbal???talkin craps with frens at the mamak??
playing hard to get???talkin to gals..inconvenient to reply???
watchin football match or F1??
clubbing???checkin out gals???etc etc etc...
dun tell me tat they might be playin piano.....or doin housework...or maybe feet massaging mommy at home...
trust me...guys nowadays...r never tat simple.~!!!
when a guy..didn't reply u...
GALS....pls ~!!!never surrender to tis~!
(i totally agree w my frens who commented tat i m egoistic)
wahaaahaaaa...
when a guy says I LUV U...
look into his eyes..and u can tell whether its a lie or not..
if so happen tat he is a good liar...with good eyes expression...
never fall into the trap tat easily ya...kaaka...
after u nodded ur head....things might be different...
soo....play hard to get til u r sure of his real feelings~!!!
but at the same time...be aware
never miss out the good chances.. the good guys...(extinct tho)
okok...hahaa...in case sum guys r reading tis..
good guys do exist...but rare
when a guy is willin to do anythin for u...
appreciate ...!~!~!
at the same time...do not accept him as a reward to this...if u r uncertain with ur own feelings.
this relationship might not turn into good...think twice!~
when a guy who u luv him more than he luvs u.....does sumthin for u..
even if its sumthin very very minor.....tat no one can actually realize it
u will take it so seriously ...n the world seems to be so wonderful the next second...
minor things can even turn into sumthin really big....which wil let ur heart be stolen ...forever~!
vice versa...if a guy...who luvs u..more than u do...
sacrifice everythin juz for u...
u r the world to him...
but he is only a sand out of the beach to u...
i guess..no matter how hard he tries..
he wil never get rid of being a tiny sand...
guys like tis...let me tell u...
gals wil never change their mind tat easily..
especially once she thinks tat u r her FOREVER FREN....
but there might be sum exceptions...
u can try if u r a risk taker!~
ppl used to think tat i m a palyful,...flirtatious gal...
sumbody juz told me tat..
i started my first rship when i was 18
and ended two rships by 19
it sounds playful maybe..
but i m sure tat i was serious...and wasnt playin at all..
after the last rship....i made a resolution..
STRICTLY NO RSHIP TIL MY CONVO DAY
kakaaaa...i did sumthin similar last time...b4 my spm..n i did it
tis kind of thinkin...is good tho...for ppl like me..especially..
at times...ppl tend to get lonely.....when they r singles...
LET ME TELL U WAT TO DO:
1. STUDY. sorry..i m juz a nerd when skool starts
2. MAKE URSELF BUSY.if u r a guy...go back to ur dota...i know u can dota day n nite..
if u r a gal...pamper urself with facial mask..hairtreatment....manicure...pedicure...or watever....make urself prettier....stay pretty for urself..and why not???
3.EAT.but never do tis too often...especially for gals...
gals hav all the reasons to eat...wahahaa...happy..sad...lonely...stress..(gonna bcum fatty den)
4.ITS MUSIC TIME~!play piano...guitar...or watever instrument...but..dun start with a sad song....u r gettin urself into troubles ya...
5.SHOPPING!~get ur wardrobe full with nice..n new stuff...ur accessories box full with cute n colourful accessories....dress up nicely...hav fun with creating newstyle of urs...leave the oldself.
6.FRENZZ ARE ALWIZ THERE FOR U.if ur frens are not there...i m sure tat i will be there for u!~
7.THINK FAR. make future plans for urself....think for urself...for ur family...
8.CALL UP UR PARENTS.tho sumtimes might hav difficulties of communicating(for sum teenagers larrr....not me...definitely)they r stil the one...who luv u the most...n muz be honoured the most...
9.COOK..but do not eat it....spend ur time in the kitchen(tho i wil not do tis...after skool reopen)and distribute the food...indirectly bringin joy n laughters to ppl around...provided..the food is good lar...of course
10.BLOG.release everythin in ur blog....
there r juz so many things tat we can do...
so why bother worrying bout...getting lonely??
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
i was asked to talk bout my klang trip ...one week ago...
KLANG
i studied bout this place in geography last time...
used to call it PELABUHAN KLANG
n used to imagine it...as a small place...right beside the sea...with a big jetty...
a famous place of m alaysia...
which has a super strategic location...
after visitting the place...
i found out sumthin very special..
in tis unique place called KLANG
maybe its bcuz of the frens tat i made in klang
bcuz of the ppl in klang
ppl in klang enjoy taking small n narrow roads..with tons of turning..n holes .
maybe tat kind of roads provide them the feelings of acting in the movie INITIAL D.
klang is famous of its bak kut teh....seafood...
tried them b4..not bad..
but frankly..i guess i miss my ipoh food more..waahaaha..
lets talk bout the first day in klang...
vee fetched us back...and i was brought to a room...
the room is comfortable...and very cosy...
i took a shower afterrr alonglong long long wait....was soooooooo desperate for a shower...
tat day was the most tiiring day....
a long story....gonna explain in another blog later...
after that shower...i felt sooooo much better...so much more delighted..
we went out n yum char w quek's frens.
met sum new frens..kevin n ke guang.
they r very funny n cute...they luv crackin jokes..
after tat...we decided to go karaoke...at 12 sumthin midnite...
after a long drive to sunway pyramid n a complex in klang...
we gave up.
noned of them was open..
we were kinda tired...went home...straight away dozed off after lying down...i was exhaustedddd....
slept soundly...
the room is sooo comfortable!~!!~!!!
thanks ya auntie..for preparing the room n everythin....
the next morning...i got up..n saw quek's sms...asking me to come out from the room once i m up.
i smiled ...n was wondering y is he so weird...i m not tat dumb larr...
we went out for bfast with his brother..had bak kut teh..not bad..
and then we decided to go sunway pyramid...guess wat...
i went ice skating......
after so longgggg.......
n i found out tat i couldnt skate anymore.....
dengan bangganya....i fell down four times....
which explain all the blue blacks on my legs...
but the experience is wonderful tho...
and then we tot of goin to taman pertanian..but lost our way...and we were kinda late...so we changed our mind...n went to tis famous chendol shop..
nice chendol~!!!
n den....went home...we were really tired...after the skating learning process
i could juz doze off in the car itself...
we watched tv at home...started discussing bout tis movie n tat...this actress..that singer...
time passed....we even had a talk w quek's dad on diseases...
on stroke...heart attack...insurance...coma...fire burnt...etc...
tat nite...we had dinner w the family...
dinner time...the brothers n sister were putting bets....n the conversation was sooo funny...
the family is so nice n friendly...
tat nite...we went out yum charr...at first we went to the stall which sells tong yuen...
slurp~!
met up w vee n kevin...n we headed to a cooler mamak stall..
finally we went to red box...waited for 15 min for a room...
we enjoyed singing soooo much~!!!n they can really sing~!!!!
kinda excited..n impressive...
really luv the feelings of singing k w them....
KLANG
i studied bout this place in geography last time...
used to call it PELABUHAN KLANG
n used to imagine it...as a small place...right beside the sea...with a big jetty...
a famous place of m alaysia...
which has a super strategic location...
after visitting the place...
i found out sumthin very special..
in tis unique place called KLANG
maybe its bcuz of the frens tat i made in klang
bcuz of the ppl in klang
ppl in klang enjoy taking small n narrow roads..with tons of turning..n holes .
maybe tat kind of roads provide them the feelings of acting in the movie INITIAL D.
klang is famous of its bak kut teh....seafood...
tried them b4..not bad..
but frankly..i guess i miss my ipoh food more..waahaaha..
lets talk bout the first day in klang...
vee fetched us back...and i was brought to a room...
the room is comfortable...and very cosy...
i took a shower afterrr alonglong long long wait....was soooooooo desperate for a shower...
tat day was the most tiiring day....
a long story....gonna explain in another blog later...
after that shower...i felt sooooo much better...so much more delighted..
we went out n yum char w quek's frens.
met sum new frens..kevin n ke guang.
they r very funny n cute...they luv crackin jokes..
after tat...we decided to go karaoke...at 12 sumthin midnite...
after a long drive to sunway pyramid n a complex in klang...
we gave up.
noned of them was open..
we were kinda tired...went home...straight away dozed off after lying down...i was exhaustedddd....
slept soundly...
the room is sooo comfortable!~!!~!!!
thanks ya auntie..for preparing the room n everythin....
the next morning...i got up..n saw quek's sms...asking me to come out from the room once i m up.
i smiled ...n was wondering y is he so weird...i m not tat dumb larr...
we went out for bfast with his brother..had bak kut teh..not bad..
and then we decided to go sunway pyramid...guess wat...
i went ice skating......
after so longgggg.......
n i found out tat i couldnt skate anymore.....
dengan bangganya....i fell down four times....
which explain all the blue blacks on my legs...
but the experience is wonderful tho...
and then we tot of goin to taman pertanian..but lost our way...and we were kinda late...so we changed our mind...n went to tis famous chendol shop..
nice chendol~!!!
n den....went home...we were really tired...after the skating learning process
i could juz doze off in the car itself...
we watched tv at home...started discussing bout tis movie n tat...this actress..that singer...
time passed....we even had a talk w quek's dad on diseases...
on stroke...heart attack...insurance...coma...fire burnt...etc...
tat nite...we had dinner w the family...
dinner time...the brothers n sister were putting bets....n the conversation was sooo funny...
the family is so nice n friendly...
tat nite...we went out yum charr...at first we went to the stall which sells tong yuen...
slurp~!
met up w vee n kevin...n we headed to a cooler mamak stall..
finally we went to red box...waited for 15 min for a room...
we enjoyed singing soooo much~!!!n they can really sing~!!!!
kinda excited..n impressive...
really luv the feelings of singing k w them....
Monday, August 15, 2005
gonna go back to moscow soon...
14 days left
after the trip tat i 'd made to kl..genting n klang..
its time to prepare..n pack my stuff...
aiks.s..s....
lets talk bout the interesting trip~!
monday morning..
got up very early...with my eyes hardly opened...i checked everything...make sure i'd packed everythin in my list...n took a shower..
after tat...i walked to daddy's room...knocked knocked..."wake up ~!!!i m late~!!!"
he hurried down n fetched me to the bus station...
i carried my trolley bag out fr the car..n started walkin towards the bus station which i wasnt so familiar to ....
i felt tat ppl around was staring at me one kind...maybe i did look weird pullin a trolley bag...n look so strange to the place...
after browsing at few counters...i decided to take sri maju...which was the only choice actually..
8.30 am ..i was scanning everywhere for the bus...
the pager kept announcing sumthin which i couldnt get it ..my malay really suxx...big time..
was kinda worried at first...ppl around staring at me again..phew...i walked aroudn again n finally saw the car plate number which i had been searchin for..
boarded the bus..n i tot tats the end of story..
my seat was no.2
n seat no1 was supposed to be left empty..
but after sum time...an indian guy walked to the seat n sat down next to me...
he was saying tat..the bus is so empty tat he could change his seatin...
excuse me...since its so empty ..y r u sittin next to me..go n head for those empty seats...pls...
but i din utter out anythin....
juz showed a grin on my face...n took out my player..blast the music..
after bout 3 hours...i arrived at pudu bus station..
was kinda dizzy n felt like vomittin at first...maybe the air circulation in the bus wasnt tat good...
12 30 noon...
i took the bus to genting w my fren.s...
the journey was so much better...w companion..
after tat...we took cable car...so long since the last time i took cable car....it was quite enjoyable tho...
finally ...we arrived at first world hotel..
tat was my first time...stepping into tis hotel...pathetic rite?
impressive..colourful...n it looks very grand..
i like the place alot...
we checked in at the hotel...n rest in the room for awhile b4 we went out for our lunch..
tat day we din manage to do many things since we were kinda tired...
juz shopped around...n had a look at the place..i was so blur n felt kinda lost ...in that place..
but the trip to genting was really a nice..memorable..interesting...exciting...unforgettable..one..
i stayed there for bout 4 days..3 nights...it was the longest stay i ever had..
i watched two movies over there...7 swords n stealth.
frankly speaking ...i never knew tat 7 swords can be so much more interesting compared to the stupid movie called stealth wahahaa..maybe i m juz not the type who admire action movies.
the theme park was exciting...n really so surprised to find out tat ..i wasnt tat coward afterall..tho i stil dare not to try space shot n flying coaster....but i tried sum exciting rides.there is improvement compared to the last time i went to genting highlands..
' i dun wan to try tis..u guys go ahead..'
'no way....i will die upthere'
'it looks soooo dangerous....i m not going..'
'lets play motion master'
my excuses for the previous visit to theme park.
i kinda enjoyed the nights at genting..
the feelings r like....holidaying...with no worries...no stress.nothin...
i could juz walk around...shop around..n when i got tired...i could go back n rest at the comfortable hotel room...everythin was so perfectly arranged .... for ppl like me...who desperately needed a holiday wahaahaa....
to be continued....
14 days left
after the trip tat i 'd made to kl..genting n klang..
its time to prepare..n pack my stuff...
aiks.s..s....
lets talk bout the interesting trip~!
monday morning..
got up very early...with my eyes hardly opened...i checked everything...make sure i'd packed everythin in my list...n took a shower..
after tat...i walked to daddy's room...knocked knocked..."wake up ~!!!i m late~!!!"
he hurried down n fetched me to the bus station...
i carried my trolley bag out fr the car..n started walkin towards the bus station which i wasnt so familiar to ....
i felt tat ppl around was staring at me one kind...maybe i did look weird pullin a trolley bag...n look so strange to the place...
after browsing at few counters...i decided to take sri maju...which was the only choice actually..
8.30 am ..i was scanning everywhere for the bus...
the pager kept announcing sumthin which i couldnt get it ..my malay really suxx...big time..
was kinda worried at first...ppl around staring at me again..phew...i walked aroudn again n finally saw the car plate number which i had been searchin for..
boarded the bus..n i tot tats the end of story..
my seat was no.2
n seat no1 was supposed to be left empty..
but after sum time...an indian guy walked to the seat n sat down next to me...
he was saying tat..the bus is so empty tat he could change his seatin...
excuse me...since its so empty ..y r u sittin next to me..go n head for those empty seats...pls...
but i din utter out anythin....
juz showed a grin on my face...n took out my player..blast the music..
after bout 3 hours...i arrived at pudu bus station..
was kinda dizzy n felt like vomittin at first...maybe the air circulation in the bus wasnt tat good...
12 30 noon...
i took the bus to genting w my fren.s...
the journey was so much better...w companion..
after tat...we took cable car...so long since the last time i took cable car....it was quite enjoyable tho...
finally ...we arrived at first world hotel..
tat was my first time...stepping into tis hotel...pathetic rite?
impressive..colourful...n it looks very grand..
i like the place alot...
we checked in at the hotel...n rest in the room for awhile b4 we went out for our lunch..
tat day we din manage to do many things since we were kinda tired...
juz shopped around...n had a look at the place..i was so blur n felt kinda lost ...in that place..
but the trip to genting was really a nice..memorable..interesting...exciting...unforgettable..one..
i stayed there for bout 4 days..3 nights...it was the longest stay i ever had..
i watched two movies over there...7 swords n stealth.
frankly speaking ...i never knew tat 7 swords can be so much more interesting compared to the stupid movie called stealth wahahaa..maybe i m juz not the type who admire action movies.
the theme park was exciting...n really so surprised to find out tat ..i wasnt tat coward afterall..tho i stil dare not to try space shot n flying coaster....but i tried sum exciting rides.there is improvement compared to the last time i went to genting highlands..
' i dun wan to try tis..u guys go ahead..'
'no way....i will die upthere'
'it looks soooo dangerous....i m not going..'
'lets play motion master'
my excuses for the previous visit to theme park.
i kinda enjoyed the nights at genting..
the feelings r like....holidaying...with no worries...no stress.nothin...
i could juz walk around...shop around..n when i got tired...i could go back n rest at the comfortable hotel room...everythin was so perfectly arranged .... for ppl like me...who desperately needed a holiday wahaahaa....
to be continued....
Saturday, July 30, 2005
想要静静离开 你却从背后拉着我的手
你并没有用力 怎么我那么痛
我想要说没有关系我还爱你 却挤不出一丝力气
是我错过什么记忆 才从幸福跳到这里
最怕自己从今以后 什么都不相信
当初若勇敢爱了你
多勇敢才能原谅你
我为什么那么爱你 爱到什么都说可以
发誓绝不做的事情 现在做得不想放弃
爱情到底让人脆弱 还是让人坚定
我用尽最后的力气
从头到尾都没有哭泣
好喜欢这一段...有似曾相识之感
写词的人..都有让人产生共鸣的思想...牵着读者进入不同的世界
让烦躁...苦闷的人生....增添许多想象空间....
那一种空间....可以是七彩缤纷....也可能比真实世界更加黯淡..谨剩黑白二色...
未尝试过谈恋爱的他们....
都是比较聪明的....
怎么说...
他们多半会选择进入那七彩缤纷..美得像天堂的空间....
抱着"恋爱大过天"那天真到不得了的态度...去想象...去幻想...为原本单纯无邪的世界...增添了一条七彩的彩虹...构成更漂亮的梦幻情景...
他们的生活....没有太多的忧虑..
听歌..只是梅上添花...
没有爱情...也能投入地工作...
他们都知道亲情的重要性...
相反地
谈恋爱...失恋....复原....
再堕入情网......再失恋.....再复原......
思想都被影响了...
选择听的歌曲...多半是...灰色情歌....
把自己锁藏起来....
歌曲开始播放...............
大脑自然而然跟着播放一幕一幕印象深刻的画面....
加上歌词添加的想象空间....
顿时....天空也变得灰灰地.....
记忆把自己困在痛不欲生的世界...
歌曲伤心欲绝的音调...配上那似曾相识的歌词....
哇....听者会有"不死都无用"的心理....甘又甘大个仔啦....
完完全全把亲人都抛于脑后....
歌词的影响....不容忽视....
你并没有用力 怎么我那么痛
我想要说没有关系我还爱你 却挤不出一丝力气
是我错过什么记忆 才从幸福跳到这里
最怕自己从今以后 什么都不相信
当初若勇敢爱了你
多勇敢才能原谅你
我为什么那么爱你 爱到什么都说可以
发誓绝不做的事情 现在做得不想放弃
爱情到底让人脆弱 还是让人坚定
我用尽最后的力气
从头到尾都没有哭泣
好喜欢这一段...有似曾相识之感
写词的人..都有让人产生共鸣的思想...牵着读者进入不同的世界
让烦躁...苦闷的人生....增添许多想象空间....
那一种空间....可以是七彩缤纷....也可能比真实世界更加黯淡..谨剩黑白二色...
未尝试过谈恋爱的他们....
都是比较聪明的....
怎么说...
他们多半会选择进入那七彩缤纷..美得像天堂的空间....
抱着"恋爱大过天"那天真到不得了的态度...去想象...去幻想...为原本单纯无邪的世界...增添了一条七彩的彩虹...构成更漂亮的梦幻情景...
他们的生活....没有太多的忧虑..
听歌..只是梅上添花...
没有爱情...也能投入地工作...
他们都知道亲情的重要性...
相反地
谈恋爱...失恋....复原....
再堕入情网......再失恋.....再复原......
思想都被影响了...
选择听的歌曲...多半是...灰色情歌....
把自己锁藏起来....
歌曲开始播放...............
大脑自然而然跟着播放一幕一幕印象深刻的画面....
加上歌词添加的想象空间....
顿时....天空也变得灰灰地.....
记忆把自己困在痛不欲生的世界...
歌曲伤心欲绝的音调...配上那似曾相识的歌词....
哇....听者会有"不死都无用"的心理....甘又甘大个仔啦....
完完全全把亲人都抛于脑后....
歌词的影响....不容忽视....
"YAU MINZ GIA??"
many of them asked me bout the real definition for this funny term..
first of all...this word is introduced by a funny fren of mine..sze..
yau minz..
dengan bangganya...its a cantonese term which means....ada muka..very the bangga..
gia..
hokkien..which means ..kids...
in conclusion..the whole thing is defined as....the bangga kids..in another word...they are the ppl who rejected us..(as in me..sze..jo---the desperate 3D Angels)
to be continued...
many of them asked me bout the real definition for this funny term..
first of all...this word is introduced by a funny fren of mine..sze..
yau minz..
dengan bangganya...its a cantonese term which means....ada muka..very the bangga..
gia..
hokkien..which means ..kids...
in conclusion..the whole thing is defined as....the bangga kids..in another word...they are the ppl who rejected us..(as in me..sze..jo---the desperate 3D Angels)
to be continued...
Thursday, July 28, 2005
so long..since the last time i got up this early.....
i woke up at 7am.
and waited for few min...finally sze' message came....
confirmed w her..and asked her to wake jo up.
jo was up oso..
everyone was so excited.hahaa...wonderin how could i get up automatically at 7....n slept at 3 last nite....
it was 7 10....and was waiting for kevin's phone call..
halfway waiting...i tot of smsin him...and let him know tat i was up....
the phone rang b4 i could send the ms...
his voice sounded so sleepy ahahaa...
sze waited for me downstairs....and finally jo was here..
we arrived at polo ground around 8 10..
so many ppl were there...but the mojority is...ermm..middle age ah pek tho..
hahaaa.....
we walked 2 big rounds....and started jogging...
after few rounds...we stopped....
we were chattin away...gossiping...tellin stories ....and making fun of the others....
had so much of fun!~!!!~!!!!!
cant wait to see the others ....
weizhi n jiahui wil be back by tonite~!!!!!!!
yo....after so long...
finally we are here again...to gossip...and to recall our old old memoriessss....
i woke up at 7am.
and waited for few min...finally sze' message came....
confirmed w her..and asked her to wake jo up.
jo was up oso..
everyone was so excited.hahaa...wonderin how could i get up automatically at 7....n slept at 3 last nite....
it was 7 10....and was waiting for kevin's phone call..
halfway waiting...i tot of smsin him...and let him know tat i was up....
the phone rang b4 i could send the ms...
his voice sounded so sleepy ahahaa...
sze waited for me downstairs....and finally jo was here..
we arrived at polo ground around 8 10..
so many ppl were there...but the mojority is...ermm..middle age ah pek tho..
hahaaa.....
we walked 2 big rounds....and started jogging...
after few rounds...we stopped....
we were chattin away...gossiping...tellin stories ....and making fun of the others....
had so much of fun!~!!!~!!!!!
cant wait to see the others ....
weizhi n jiahui wil be back by tonite~!!!!!!!
yo....after so long...
finally we are here again...to gossip...and to recall our old old memoriessss....
Monday, July 25, 2005
back~!!!
i m back~!!!ppl keep asking..."why never update your blog???"
"ehhh.....no time lerr..."
actually.....what have i been doing all this while?????
i thought i hav been sitting in front of the laptop 24/7???
wednesday, early in the morning, i packed my things and prepared to leave for kl at anytime.
waited for so long....finally...my dearest bro came home..
we left at 11.45a.m.
guess wat??i arrived at subang jaya at 1.40p.m.
within that 2 hours..we stopped by at two petrol stations.
din notice any cameras or speed traps throughout the journey....too bad...
i remember there was once...my cousin was driving her car..and we all(4 siblings altogether)...were chatting away in the car.....
when we were bout to reach a junction....my cousin accelerated all of a sudden....
but the light gonna turn red anytime~!?
"SAY CHEESSSSEEEEEEE........AND POSEEEEEE~~!!!!!!"my cousin said tat, juz right at the moment where the flash of the camera came into eye sight....
we all laughed our heads off......
anyway, thanks so much ya...to all my lovely frens .....thanks for providing accomodation...interesting programmes.....wonderful night talks...
the first day itself....quek came n picked us up....
we went to midvalley...and managed to find sumthin nice for jes ...
after tat .... quek n yoke kiet brought me to WEI SIK GAI...a very large hawker centre.
we ordered so much of food...haahaa...ate so much!~!~!!!!
the next day, i called up jes..
she was so surprised...and she cancelled all her plans...since we had planned a surprise party for her...
waited for kevin for 2 hours..
while waiting....we played the organ and had fun jamming together....
finally...kevin arrived.
"wow~~!!!kevin looks so different ~~~"i was recalling the image i used to hav in mind...
his hair is very bright...and he was wearing my favourite colour....and gave me a friendly grin at the doorstep....very impressive~!long lost fren werttt....
hahaa..
we went to pyramid....since we had very little time....
on the way....he was very nervous...n of course...stil as polite as usual.
we had so much of fun.... n memorable moments.
that nite, was the first and only night i clubbed in kl.
we went to Zouk.,
jes brought us there....
and her frens brought us in.....although we were not allowed to enter supposingly....(i m stil in my sweet 19+)
adam and two of her guys frens are regular visitors of that happening place...
it was really happening....and i met chin joo there~!!!!
i stayed there for one hour.....
n we left for cyberjaya...
din really slep for the whole night...and back in jes' place at 8.30am
after taking shower...i slept for two hours....
and went out for lunch w jes...at a famous mamak "stall"
then, went all the way to serdang...to meet up w did thien...
but he was late for 1 n half hours....he had sumthin urgent to do ...n made me waited for so long..
but its ok...:)
we left kl at 4 sumthin....arrived in front of my house at 6pm..
we were recalling old memories...and discussing bout sum interesting topics along the journey...
at times...he was too into the conversation...
n the car accelerated til 155km/h
thanks ya did thien...had a pleasant ride...heeehee
tis is one of the most memorable trip i ever had.
thankz to all my wonderful frens~!!!muacks muacksss~!!!!
waiyip....thanks lar..haiyo..thanks for bringin me around in IPOH...hahaaa...
i m back~!!!ppl keep asking..."why never update your blog???"
"ehhh.....no time lerr..."
actually.....what have i been doing all this while?????
i thought i hav been sitting in front of the laptop 24/7???
wednesday, early in the morning, i packed my things and prepared to leave for kl at anytime.
waited for so long....finally...my dearest bro came home..
we left at 11.45a.m.
guess wat??i arrived at subang jaya at 1.40p.m.
within that 2 hours..we stopped by at two petrol stations.
din notice any cameras or speed traps throughout the journey....too bad...
i remember there was once...my cousin was driving her car..and we all(4 siblings altogether)...were chatting away in the car.....
when we were bout to reach a junction....my cousin accelerated all of a sudden....
but the light gonna turn red anytime~!?
"SAY CHEESSSSEEEEEEE........AND POSEEEEEE~~!!!!!!"my cousin said tat, juz right at the moment where the flash of the camera came into eye sight....
we all laughed our heads off......
anyway, thanks so much ya...to all my lovely frens .....thanks for providing accomodation...interesting programmes.....wonderful night talks...
the first day itself....quek came n picked us up....
we went to midvalley...and managed to find sumthin nice for jes ...
after tat .... quek n yoke kiet brought me to WEI SIK GAI...a very large hawker centre.
we ordered so much of food...haahaa...ate so much!~!~!!!!
the next day, i called up jes..
she was so surprised...and she cancelled all her plans...since we had planned a surprise party for her...
waited for kevin for 2 hours..
while waiting....we played the organ and had fun jamming together....
finally...kevin arrived.
"wow~~!!!kevin looks so different ~~~"i was recalling the image i used to hav in mind...
his hair is very bright...and he was wearing my favourite colour....and gave me a friendly grin at the doorstep....very impressive~!long lost fren werttt....
hahaa..
we went to pyramid....since we had very little time....
on the way....he was very nervous...n of course...stil as polite as usual.
we had so much of fun.... n memorable moments.
that nite, was the first and only night i clubbed in kl.
we went to Zouk.,
jes brought us there....
and her frens brought us in.....although we were not allowed to enter supposingly....(i m stil in my sweet 19+)
adam and two of her guys frens are regular visitors of that happening place...
it was really happening....and i met chin joo there~!!!!
i stayed there for one hour.....
n we left for cyberjaya...
din really slep for the whole night...and back in jes' place at 8.30am
after taking shower...i slept for two hours....
and went out for lunch w jes...at a famous mamak "stall"
then, went all the way to serdang...to meet up w did thien...
but he was late for 1 n half hours....he had sumthin urgent to do ...n made me waited for so long..
but its ok...:)
we left kl at 4 sumthin....arrived in front of my house at 6pm..
we were recalling old memories...and discussing bout sum interesting topics along the journey...
at times...he was too into the conversation...
n the car accelerated til 155km/h
thanks ya did thien...had a pleasant ride...heeehee
tis is one of the most memorable trip i ever had.
thankz to all my wonderful frens~!!!muacks muacksss~!!!!
waiyip....thanks lar..haiyo..thanks for bringin me around in IPOH...hahaaa...
Friday, July 15, 2005
saturday morning, 9.30am.
my phone vibrated for few times.....i rushed up from the bed...grabbed my phone..
"are u up?or stil sleeping??"
"errrr.......half half ler..."followed by a wicked laugh....
"aiyo....wat a pig we have here.....wei,today wanna go for a movie???"
"huh??"..
"initial d?"
"ummh..hmm..nop.not th forth time.."
"war of the worlds?"
"nono..watched d.."
"amitylville??haven watched leh??"
"watched jor lar@#@#"
"fantastic 4~!dun tell me that u watched this as well~!!"
"yah...last nite....suen lar...no movies that i haven watched larr.."
"good...very good...ok den...we go y2k tonight~!no objection..u ask your frens to join...i dun care~!if u dare to reject again, dun ever call me your senior ~!!!"
"duuuu...u...du....duuu....."
he hung up the phone.....and i fell backwards..continue with my sound sleep....
aiks....stupid sunny...i typed few sms and send it out..
yah...its a good idea tho...since i wanna try clubbing in ipoh....
hopefully waiyip.suzanne and jo can make it:>
jojo~!!~!~!wish u a speedy recovery~!!!!!
my phone vibrated for few times.....i rushed up from the bed...grabbed my phone..
"are u up?or stil sleeping??"
"errrr.......half half ler..."followed by a wicked laugh....
"aiyo....wat a pig we have here.....wei,today wanna go for a movie???"
"huh??"..
"initial d?"
"ummh..hmm..nop.not th forth time.."
"war of the worlds?"
"nono..watched d.."
"amitylville??haven watched leh??"
"watched jor lar@#@#"
"fantastic 4~!dun tell me that u watched this as well~!!"
"yah...last nite....suen lar...no movies that i haven watched larr.."
"good...very good...ok den...we go y2k tonight~!no objection..u ask your frens to join...i dun care~!if u dare to reject again, dun ever call me your senior ~!!!"
"duuuu...u...du....duuu....."
he hung up the phone.....and i fell backwards..continue with my sound sleep....
aiks....stupid sunny...i typed few sms and send it out..
yah...its a good idea tho...since i wanna try clubbing in ipoh....
hopefully waiyip.suzanne and jo can make it:>
jojo~!!~!~!wish u a speedy recovery~!!!!!
Thursday, July 14, 2005
first of all...thanks wai yip for giving the idea...for the third blog of the day.
i have a fren..who is stil single and availabe...
this fren ... showers his baby with great affection...
hug her every night without fail...
put her to sleep and spend time with her when its a rainy day....because he knows that she is scared of thunders...
but sad to say that...his baby...is an ugly dog...
contrastingly,
i have another fren...who is in a relationship..
this fren...is always thinkin of advantages of being single...
always thinking of flirting....dating gals....
do all the guys behave the same???
when they own something..they will take it for granted...and never appreciate it..
someday...when they realize that ...the "something" has gone.....they wil regrettt...
but i am pretty sure that....not all guys behave like this...
majority does...
guys can fall in love with gals...
but fall deeper in love with ..... football....cars....computer games.....(either one)
they can break up with their gfs....but they will never forget bout their football finals...F1 races...or DOTA.....
i have a fren...who is in a relationship now..
she is demanding...
she demands everything...
from homemade breakfast made by the bf....to supper delivery for her family members at 12am...
no football when she is having off day....stop DOTAing when she calls....no sleeping late in the lovely sunday morning....
bcuz of the love he has for her..... he is willing to sacrifice...although its unreasonable sometimes..
but this kind of guys.....are one in a million...hardly can find them around u...
this kind of relationship...obviously....its not going to be a lasting one...
tolerance~!key to a successful relationship....
when your husband/wife says he/she has a headache, do not give an aspirin.
What he/she needs is attention and tender loving care.
but moral of the story for today is...
love yourself
learn to take care of yourself.You are all that you have..
you are your own best friend, always.
i have a fren..who is stil single and availabe...
this fren ... showers his baby with great affection...
hug her every night without fail...
put her to sleep and spend time with her when its a rainy day....because he knows that she is scared of thunders...
but sad to say that...his baby...is an ugly dog...
contrastingly,
i have another fren...who is in a relationship..
this fren...is always thinkin of advantages of being single...
always thinking of flirting....dating gals....
do all the guys behave the same???
when they own something..they will take it for granted...and never appreciate it..
someday...when they realize that ...the "something" has gone.....they wil regrettt...
but i am pretty sure that....not all guys behave like this...
majority does...
guys can fall in love with gals...
but fall deeper in love with ..... football....cars....computer games.....(either one)
they can break up with their gfs....but they will never forget bout their football finals...F1 races...or DOTA.....
i have a fren...who is in a relationship now..
she is demanding...
she demands everything...
from homemade breakfast made by the bf....to supper delivery for her family members at 12am...
no football when she is having off day....stop DOTAing when she calls....no sleeping late in the lovely sunday morning....
bcuz of the love he has for her..... he is willing to sacrifice...although its unreasonable sometimes..
but this kind of guys.....are one in a million...hardly can find them around u...
this kind of relationship...obviously....its not going to be a lasting one...
tolerance~!key to a successful relationship....
when your husband/wife says he/she has a headache, do not give an aspirin.
What he/she needs is attention and tender loving care.
but moral of the story for today is...
love yourself
learn to take care of yourself.You are all that you have..
you are your own best friend, always.
1.35am
came back from blu cafe..
yum char with sze..waiyip..jo..and suzanne..had fun talkin with them.
most of the time listening to waiyip....he was really well-prepared tonight.
tonight ...
feeling kinda moody...
whole day was playing the song "yi lu xiang bei -jay chou"
fall deeply in love with this song after watching Initial D.
the lyrics is so meaningful.
后视镜里的世界 越来越远的道别
你转身向背 侧脸还是很美
我用眼光去追 竟听见你的泪
在车窗外面排徊 是我错失的机会
你站的方位 跟我中间隔着泪
街景一直在后退 你的崩溃在窗外零碎
我一路向北 离开有你的季节
你说你好累 已无法再爱上谁
风在山路吹 过往的画面全都是我不对
细数惭愧 我伤你几回
后视镜里的世界 越来越远的道别
你转身向背 侧脸还是很美
我用眼光去追 竟听见你的泪
在车窗外面排徊 是我错失的机会
你站的方位 跟我中间隔着泪
街景一直在后退 你的崩溃在窗外零碎
我一路向北 离开有你的季节
你说你好累 已无法再爱上谁
风在山路吹 过往的画面全都是我不对
细数惭愧 我伤你几回
我一路向北 离开有你的季节
方向盘周围 回转着我的后悔
我加速超越 却甩不掉紧紧跟随的伤悲
细数惭愧 我伤你几回
停止狼狈 就让错纯粹
--good lyrics..really luv it so much~!
came back from blu cafe..
yum char with sze..waiyip..jo..and suzanne..had fun talkin with them.
most of the time listening to waiyip....he was really well-prepared tonight.
tonight ...
feeling kinda moody...
whole day was playing the song "yi lu xiang bei -jay chou"
fall deeply in love with this song after watching Initial D.
the lyrics is so meaningful.
后视镜里的世界 越来越远的道别
你转身向背 侧脸还是很美
我用眼光去追 竟听见你的泪
在车窗外面排徊 是我错失的机会
你站的方位 跟我中间隔着泪
街景一直在后退 你的崩溃在窗外零碎
我一路向北 离开有你的季节
你说你好累 已无法再爱上谁
风在山路吹 过往的画面全都是我不对
细数惭愧 我伤你几回
后视镜里的世界 越来越远的道别
你转身向背 侧脸还是很美
我用眼光去追 竟听见你的泪
在车窗外面排徊 是我错失的机会
你站的方位 跟我中间隔着泪
街景一直在后退 你的崩溃在窗外零碎
我一路向北 离开有你的季节
你说你好累 已无法再爱上谁
风在山路吹 过往的画面全都是我不对
细数惭愧 我伤你几回
我一路向北 离开有你的季节
方向盘周围 回转着我的后悔
我加速超越 却甩不掉紧紧跟随的伤悲
细数惭愧 我伤你几回
停止狼狈 就让错纯粹
--good lyrics..really luv it so much~!
its 4pm, mom and ling still out.
chatted with yen ling for almost two hours...we were recalling all the childhood memories.
when we were young, all the gals (me, my sis, yenling,meileng,huiling) used to stick together all the time...playing all sorts of games...
hahaa...you will never know how naughty the girls could be...and how creative..imaginative..we were...in a better word...hahaa...
i m very glad that i was born with an extraordinary good memory when comes to remembering stuff like tis....
there was a drama series ...the story was a about a family..living in a small village..and they work day and night to earn a living.
and after watching the series of drama...what we did was....
we started to create a farm at home...and at the same time..we started to pluck out the grass ...at one side of the garden..and poured alot of water into the soil.
"why is the water kept disappearing after i pour it onto the ground....???"
"maybe there isn't enough of water yet...lets put more~!!!"
AND THEN.....
FINALLY...............
the soil...was no longer with the name soil...
it is now called....the MUD......
we were so happy with the results~!!!after carrying so many pails of water....
but one thing i muz mention it here...our team work was never doubtful...we were passing pails of water from one end of the house...to the other end of the house...the scene is stil clearly running in my mind now..it was so funny....
everyone was with a very serious look...as if the house was caught in fire or sumthin...
ok...wat we did to the mud was...we used the grass which we plucked it out earlier on....
as plants....and plant it back...
there born the so-called rice paddy field...
we were delighted...jumping up n down seeing the "rice paddy"...so proud of ourselves.
next, we plucked alot of plants from the garden....and started feeding the rabbits , our dog and the birds with leaves.....very the smart....
we were imagining that we were living in a very poor village....
without working....we would never survive....
everyone was so busy "planting"...."harvesting".....
we were really very hardworking family.....
really miss the fun that we had last time...although it was ages ago........everyone of us stil remember all this so well....
that is not the end of the story yet...
after some time...we were bored with the same thing again and again...
we realized something new.....
when ling accidentally poured one whole pail of water onto the path which is made of tiles...
the pathway along the garden became so slippery.....
i took out my slippers....and tried sliding up and down....
wow~!!!so fun!!!so exciting~!!!!(i was always the founder)
and then...
everyone started playing with thisss....s..s..s.s....
but at the same time....everyone has to take turns to pour water along the pathway...to make sure that it is slippery enough ....OMG~~~
those are only part of the stories......there are so many more...
to be continued.....
chatted with yen ling for almost two hours...we were recalling all the childhood memories.
when we were young, all the gals (me, my sis, yenling,meileng,huiling) used to stick together all the time...playing all sorts of games...
hahaa...you will never know how naughty the girls could be...and how creative..imaginative..we were...in a better word...hahaa...
i m very glad that i was born with an extraordinary good memory when comes to remembering stuff like tis....
there was a drama series ...the story was a about a family..living in a small village..and they work day and night to earn a living.
and after watching the series of drama...what we did was....
we started to create a farm at home...and at the same time..we started to pluck out the grass ...at one side of the garden..and poured alot of water into the soil.
"why is the water kept disappearing after i pour it onto the ground....???"
"maybe there isn't enough of water yet...lets put more~!!!"
AND THEN.....
FINALLY...............
the soil...was no longer with the name soil...
it is now called....the MUD......
we were so happy with the results~!!!after carrying so many pails of water....
but one thing i muz mention it here...our team work was never doubtful...we were passing pails of water from one end of the house...to the other end of the house...the scene is stil clearly running in my mind now..it was so funny....
everyone was with a very serious look...as if the house was caught in fire or sumthin...
ok...wat we did to the mud was...we used the grass which we plucked it out earlier on....
as plants....and plant it back...
there born the so-called rice paddy field...
we were delighted...jumping up n down seeing the "rice paddy"...so proud of ourselves.
next, we plucked alot of plants from the garden....and started feeding the rabbits , our dog and the birds with leaves.....very the smart....
we were imagining that we were living in a very poor village....
without working....we would never survive....
everyone was so busy "planting"...."harvesting".....
we were really very hardworking family.....
really miss the fun that we had last time...although it was ages ago........everyone of us stil remember all this so well....
that is not the end of the story yet...
after some time...we were bored with the same thing again and again...
we realized something new.....
when ling accidentally poured one whole pail of water onto the path which is made of tiles...
the pathway along the garden became so slippery.....
i took out my slippers....and tried sliding up and down....
wow~!!!so fun!!!so exciting~!!!!(i was always the founder)
and then...
everyone started playing with thisss....s..s..s.s....
but at the same time....everyone has to take turns to pour water along the pathway...to make sure that it is slippery enough ....OMG~~~
those are only part of the stories......there are so many more...
to be continued.....
Monday, July 11, 2005
USM??NUS???NUT???
"which one to choose?"
"ermmm...let my analyse it for u, if u choose USM, you will not hav to face so much of stress and you will get to mix with more malaysians..who are usually easier to mix with compared to the singapreans...and its nearer to ipoh...on the other hand, if NUS or NUT bcum the choice...u will get to know more bout other cultures..n expose to more foreigners ...and i guess the standard there would be higher compared to malaysia uni..."
"yah...but if i really choose one of the singapore uni....i will hav to stay there for at least 8 years.."
"so long??"
"yah....or maybe more than tat..if i wanna continue staying there...."
"ooo...."
"choose for me, i will listen to your advice..."
"ships are safe in harbour....but they are not meant for that purpose..."
i guess ... i didnt give the wrong advice...
today i read a new book...with the title THE WINNER'S EDGE.
it says , aim high, stay with the eagle, do not stay with the worms of life. The air is better up there. The view is clearer. It is less crowded up there.
yah...very true..why bother staying on the ground ..leading a normal life which doesnt belong to you when you yourself know it that you are more than a worm....
thought without action is thought without success.....if you have been dreaming of being outstanding and excel in the field where u r standing....and at the same time, you have the capabilities...then...just go ahead~!!!although life might be hard and unbearable at times...stress and hectic life might torture u to the max.....people around you might betray you for certain benifits...your daily life becomes extremely competitive....your mind might be turning...working 24/7....STUDY is the only word in your mind at the moment u open your eyes when you get up from sleep.....jolting up in the middle of the night..by some nightmares...where u dreamt of sum questions...which u couldnt figure out the answers...and start crawling out of the bed...searching for the answers from the text books which are lying next to you...(u left it there before u fell asleep )............................................................................................................................................................
after all these hardship...there comes the future life which all this while you have been dreaming for~!!!
there is no rose without thorns.You have to go past them before you get the flower.
it is difficulties that show what people are.....by Epictetus
Do not grieve over hardship. It makes the man.
belief in yourself.That is what counts , not what others think you can or cannot do.Your are bigger than you think, you are tougher than you think.
i alwiz bear in mind.....this is the principle of my life...without this...i wonder how could i ever survive all by myself in moscow...
cultural shock is never a small problem for any foreigners in moscow...Russia...which once was a communist country.
ppl are stil not that open-minded ... language barrier...is one of the main prob as well..
"if you cant speak russian....there is no way that you could survive in Russia."
no doubt that the Russians can understand and they can speak well in english..
the main idea is...they refuse to use other languages besides their native language.
they are very proud of their own language.
besides that, communication with the other foreigners...especially with the chinese from china...is also one of the causes of headache...
i remember the first night i arrived at moscow...and was accomadated ...in a room in hostel of Pushkin Institute.
i was put into a room...on 6th floor .(13th floor is meant for malaysians)
the first thing that came across my mind was...
wat a lousy place i've got?~!
sum russian gals were squading at a corner... smoking ....
and not only tat..
worse things are not yet being mentioned.
i knocked at the door...according to the slip i was holding...my room number was 626.
a chinese gal with a friendly smile her face..opened the door..
she is very helpful...she helped me to carry in my luggages.
the room was ok...everythin looks fine..
wallpaper was pink in colour..n there r two units in one room..i was arranged into the smaller room which is meant for two person.
"your roommate is on a vacation...she is at her boyfriend's place now."
the chinese gal told me that ... in mandarin...which i could hardly get all the words that she spoke to me.
there were altogether four chinese gals stayin in the room.all of them are from Her Nan,China.
they are very friendly.......
after putting down my stuff, i wanted to bathe..after hours of travelling..
here comes to scary stories .......
"come...tis is the toilet...'
the toilet is in the room itself....i looked at it, really couldnt accept it at first... i am definitely a super fussy gal when comes to bathrooms n toilets..tat was one of the aspects that i had considered before choosing this hostel. According to my agent, tis hostel is one of the best hostels in Russia....at that very moment i saw the toilet...i absolutely disagree with wat he had told me......
"how am i going to survive with toilet like tis??!!!i don;t even wanna spend a second in that stupid toilet~!!!!" the question kept echoing in my mind after i got back to my room to get my stuff to bathe.....(actually it wasnt tat bad...it wasnt stinking or wat...but i juz felt so uncomfortable with it...)
i took a deep breathe....walked in and locked up the door.
after hanging the clothes that i m going to wear at the hooks ....i turned ...and was about to take off my clothes....
"AWHHHH.....~!!!!!" i nearly yelled out....
MY GOODNESSSSSSS......
guess wat i saw in the bathtub?????????
there were FISHES SWIMMING IN THERE~!!!!!!!
the fish is bout the size of a tissue box~!!!!! how could they rare fishes in the stupid bathtub?!
i rushed out the toilet...and went into their room.....
they apologized and helped me to catch those fishes...put them into a pail...
after they left....i started cleaning the bathtub....so grosss.s.........OMG....
after that ...day by day..i had new surprises everyday...
while cleaning the windows edge.....found onion plants next to the window....some chili plants as well....
"the CHINESE........................."
they really planted everythin in the room....you name it ...and they have it...
but it was really an unique and special experience tho...
you will not get to experience all tis in other countries i guess...
throughout my pre-med year....
i was studying on my bed...n never once at the table.
the table was used for the desktop purpose and a big microwave....
imagine that huh?microwave next to a desktop....
smart fella..
i carpetted the room....and bought nice bed sheet and pillow case and a new blanket...
the room looked so much better after tat...
few weeks later...my roommate was back.....
with her boyfriend.............
"is he going to stay here???"
i was thinkin bout tis.....
tat day itself...my china fren suggested me not to go back to my own room to sleep....til the day he leaves....
i gave my fren a grin on my face.....
tat nite....i spent whole nite in sum frens' room....they offered me to play cards in their room....(they are my roommate's close frens)
from nite til dawn....
i forced myself to stay up til 6am.....playing stupid cards .....
finally....the sky getting bright....i dragged my body...from 8th floor to 6th floor....knocked at the door.....she opened the doo.r....i grabbed my toothbrush...and washed up.....
fortunately...classes were not so hectic ....
if not..i guess i would had died long ago......
"which one to choose?"
"ermmm...let my analyse it for u, if u choose USM, you will not hav to face so much of stress and you will get to mix with more malaysians..who are usually easier to mix with compared to the singapreans...and its nearer to ipoh...on the other hand, if NUS or NUT bcum the choice...u will get to know more bout other cultures..n expose to more foreigners ...and i guess the standard there would be higher compared to malaysia uni..."
"yah...but if i really choose one of the singapore uni....i will hav to stay there for at least 8 years.."
"so long??"
"yah....or maybe more than tat..if i wanna continue staying there...."
"ooo...."
"choose for me, i will listen to your advice..."
"ships are safe in harbour....but they are not meant for that purpose..."
i guess ... i didnt give the wrong advice...
today i read a new book...with the title THE WINNER'S EDGE.
it says , aim high, stay with the eagle, do not stay with the worms of life. The air is better up there. The view is clearer. It is less crowded up there.
yah...very true..why bother staying on the ground ..leading a normal life which doesnt belong to you when you yourself know it that you are more than a worm....
thought without action is thought without success.....if you have been dreaming of being outstanding and excel in the field where u r standing....and at the same time, you have the capabilities...then...just go ahead~!!!although life might be hard and unbearable at times...stress and hectic life might torture u to the max.....people around you might betray you for certain benifits...your daily life becomes extremely competitive....your mind might be turning...working 24/7....STUDY is the only word in your mind at the moment u open your eyes when you get up from sleep.....jolting up in the middle of the night..by some nightmares...where u dreamt of sum questions...which u couldnt figure out the answers...and start crawling out of the bed...searching for the answers from the text books which are lying next to you...(u left it there before u fell asleep )............................................................................................................................................................
after all these hardship...there comes the future life which all this while you have been dreaming for~!!!
there is no rose without thorns.You have to go past them before you get the flower.
it is difficulties that show what people are.....by Epictetus
Do not grieve over hardship. It makes the man.
belief in yourself.That is what counts , not what others think you can or cannot do.Your are bigger than you think, you are tougher than you think.
i alwiz bear in mind.....this is the principle of my life...without this...i wonder how could i ever survive all by myself in moscow...
cultural shock is never a small problem for any foreigners in moscow...Russia...which once was a communist country.
ppl are stil not that open-minded ... language barrier...is one of the main prob as well..
"if you cant speak russian....there is no way that you could survive in Russia."
no doubt that the Russians can understand and they can speak well in english..
the main idea is...they refuse to use other languages besides their native language.
they are very proud of their own language.
besides that, communication with the other foreigners...especially with the chinese from china...is also one of the causes of headache...
i remember the first night i arrived at moscow...and was accomadated ...in a room in hostel of Pushkin Institute.
i was put into a room...on 6th floor .(13th floor is meant for malaysians)
the first thing that came across my mind was...
wat a lousy place i've got?~!
sum russian gals were squading at a corner... smoking ....
and not only tat..
worse things are not yet being mentioned.
i knocked at the door...according to the slip i was holding...my room number was 626.
a chinese gal with a friendly smile her face..opened the door..
she is very helpful...she helped me to carry in my luggages.
the room was ok...everythin looks fine..
wallpaper was pink in colour..n there r two units in one room..i was arranged into the smaller room which is meant for two person.
"your roommate is on a vacation...she is at her boyfriend's place now."
the chinese gal told me that ... in mandarin...which i could hardly get all the words that she spoke to me.
there were altogether four chinese gals stayin in the room.all of them are from Her Nan,China.
they are very friendly.......
after putting down my stuff, i wanted to bathe..after hours of travelling..
here comes to scary stories .......
"come...tis is the toilet...'
the toilet is in the room itself....i looked at it, really couldnt accept it at first... i am definitely a super fussy gal when comes to bathrooms n toilets..tat was one of the aspects that i had considered before choosing this hostel. According to my agent, tis hostel is one of the best hostels in Russia....at that very moment i saw the toilet...i absolutely disagree with wat he had told me......
"how am i going to survive with toilet like tis??!!!i don;t even wanna spend a second in that stupid toilet~!!!!" the question kept echoing in my mind after i got back to my room to get my stuff to bathe.....(actually it wasnt tat bad...it wasnt stinking or wat...but i juz felt so uncomfortable with it...)
i took a deep breathe....walked in and locked up the door.
after hanging the clothes that i m going to wear at the hooks ....i turned ...and was about to take off my clothes....
"AWHHHH.....~!!!!!" i nearly yelled out....
MY GOODNESSSSSSS......
guess wat i saw in the bathtub?????????
there were FISHES SWIMMING IN THERE~!!!!!!!
the fish is bout the size of a tissue box~!!!!! how could they rare fishes in the stupid bathtub?!
i rushed out the toilet...and went into their room.....
they apologized and helped me to catch those fishes...put them into a pail...
after they left....i started cleaning the bathtub....so grosss.s.........OMG....
after that ...day by day..i had new surprises everyday...
while cleaning the windows edge.....found onion plants next to the window....some chili plants as well....
"the CHINESE........................."
they really planted everythin in the room....you name it ...and they have it...
but it was really an unique and special experience tho...
you will not get to experience all tis in other countries i guess...
throughout my pre-med year....
i was studying on my bed...n never once at the table.
the table was used for the desktop purpose and a big microwave....
imagine that huh?microwave next to a desktop....
smart fella..
i carpetted the room....and bought nice bed sheet and pillow case and a new blanket...
the room looked so much better after tat...
few weeks later...my roommate was back.....
with her boyfriend.............
"is he going to stay here???"
i was thinkin bout tis.....
tat day itself...my china fren suggested me not to go back to my own room to sleep....til the day he leaves....
i gave my fren a grin on my face.....
tat nite....i spent whole nite in sum frens' room....they offered me to play cards in their room....(they are my roommate's close frens)
from nite til dawn....
i forced myself to stay up til 6am.....playing stupid cards .....
finally....the sky getting bright....i dragged my body...from 8th floor to 6th floor....knocked at the door.....she opened the doo.r....i grabbed my toothbrush...and washed up.....
fortunately...classes were not so hectic ....
if not..i guess i would had died long ago......
Sunday, July 10, 2005
bid weizhen's farewell (shh...jean...dun make noise)
11.35a.m.
i switched on the mp3 song in dictionary.....recalling the scene..where me n jean lying on sofa..that was the first few days after i arrived...it was my last summer holidays.
we were having so much of fun...joking..making fun of others..n singing this song...
we were so happy...the joy was so great..
nothin could upset us at tat very moment...we were really enjoying n treasuring the moments with each other's accompany..
ppl around could feel the joy ..the happiness ...delightedness......
which were radiated like waves when we burst into laughter...from time to time..
miss those feelings so much!~!~!
did thien was back on sat...we went to jusco n out for lunch....
again i left my phone at home...was so worried throughout tat few hours...couldnt wait to go home n grab my phone...
he sent me home to get it...
yah i was right there were 3 messages and 2 miss calls..
i quickily answered the message ....
but din know tat it was already kinda late....haaha ...
at night...sis played with my hair...she curled it up...it looks nice tho..
9.40pm.
weizhen came n picked me up.he kept apologizing for being late...tis was his first time being unpunctual..he had dinner with his family b4 tat..
we rushed to jusco to meet up with the others...i was kind of worried at first....i m not really close to the others...
we found the parking within seconds...and hurried to the cinema
fortunately they were stil on the way to jusco ..from salem corner.
the movie was exciting n scary...he was pretty scared.....
hahaa
after tat we went to ipoh garden east..it was raining...but everythin was fine...
both of us were sitting nearest to the edge ...especially weizhen's seat...it was wet...
we left the place at 1 am.....the others were stil there...busy chit-chating...
we went round n round ....driving slowly on the road....it was stil raining.
we din really talk...but every word that we uttered out...was things that we would hardly talk bout it face to face...
he stopped by at my place...mom was stil awake....she was watching tv...n we joined in...
after sum time...sis came down from the room...
and we planned to go out on the next day..for breakfast.
couldnt sleep well ...after tat....
early in the morning....ling woke me up....my eyes could hardly open....
after waking me up....she called him up...but no one answered...duh...we slept at 3.30am...n she expected us to get up at 8....
finally wei hou helped her to wake him up...
we went to greentown corner ....for breakfast..
n right after tat...we went to pologround..
juz to take pictures....we were laughing all the way...as we used to insult ppl who go pologround for nothing...kakaa...
all the pic r so funny...we walked a big round...stopping by taking pic...doin all the funny stuff...
we took pic with a kid...he was so reluctant to take with us...thank God ..he didn;t cry..haaha.a...
juz wanna wish him n the others....all the best ya~!!!
and take very good care of urselves~!!!!
meet u guys again in the coming hols~!!!
11.35a.m.
i switched on the mp3 song in dictionary.....recalling the scene..where me n jean lying on sofa..that was the first few days after i arrived...it was my last summer holidays.
we were having so much of fun...joking..making fun of others..n singing this song...
we were so happy...the joy was so great..
nothin could upset us at tat very moment...we were really enjoying n treasuring the moments with each other's accompany..
ppl around could feel the joy ..the happiness ...delightedness......
which were radiated like waves when we burst into laughter...from time to time..
miss those feelings so much!~!~!
did thien was back on sat...we went to jusco n out for lunch....
again i left my phone at home...was so worried throughout tat few hours...couldnt wait to go home n grab my phone...
he sent me home to get it...
yah i was right there were 3 messages and 2 miss calls..
i quickily answered the message ....
but din know tat it was already kinda late....haaha ...
at night...sis played with my hair...she curled it up...it looks nice tho..
9.40pm.
weizhen came n picked me up.he kept apologizing for being late...tis was his first time being unpunctual..he had dinner with his family b4 tat..
we rushed to jusco to meet up with the others...i was kind of worried at first....i m not really close to the others...
we found the parking within seconds...and hurried to the cinema
fortunately they were stil on the way to jusco ..from salem corner.
the movie was exciting n scary...he was pretty scared.....
hahaa
after tat we went to ipoh garden east..it was raining...but everythin was fine...
both of us were sitting nearest to the edge ...especially weizhen's seat...it was wet...
we left the place at 1 am.....the others were stil there...busy chit-chating...
we went round n round ....driving slowly on the road....it was stil raining.
we din really talk...but every word that we uttered out...was things that we would hardly talk bout it face to face...
he stopped by at my place...mom was stil awake....she was watching tv...n we joined in...
after sum time...sis came down from the room...
and we planned to go out on the next day..for breakfast.
couldnt sleep well ...after tat....
early in the morning....ling woke me up....my eyes could hardly open....
after waking me up....she called him up...but no one answered...duh...we slept at 3.30am...n she expected us to get up at 8....
finally wei hou helped her to wake him up...
we went to greentown corner ....for breakfast..
n right after tat...we went to pologround..
juz to take pictures....we were laughing all the way...as we used to insult ppl who go pologround for nothing...kakaa...
all the pic r so funny...we walked a big round...stopping by taking pic...doin all the funny stuff...
we took pic with a kid...he was so reluctant to take with us...thank God ..he didn;t cry..haaha.a...
juz wanna wish him n the others....all the best ya~!!!
and take very good care of urselves~!!!!
meet u guys again in the coming hols~!!!
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
watching tv n blogging at the same time..
thought tonite gonna be another boring night...
i spent my day time...watching tv..online chatting with kevin...fetching sis...and eating...
so sick of it tho...
i thought i could settle the genting problem by today...but again i m so disappointed w myself...
sms waiyip in the evening....
tot of goin yum char with him tonight....but so sorry...hehe...
anyway...he wasnt angry w me...thanks ya...i know u chill out man...
went out with weizhen,yudan and kian hwat.
we had long talk at moven peak ....so long since the last time we chatted like tat....really miss the feelings of ...the feelings tat i actually belonged to sumwhere else.....and i m not alone...aiks...ipoh is getting more n more pathetic..close frens are leaving soon...gonna miss every single one of them so much~!!!!!!
tonite the feelings are juz so special...maybe its bcuz everyone gonna split soon...
fortunately ...we stil hav yudan guarding the base(ipoh) wahahaha...
tonite keng wai sms me...but so sorry...stil haven reloaded...couldnt reply u...aiks...pls forgiv...and one more thing...err....i think his mum saw me...but i was too shy to say hi...aisk...again..sorry ya..altho i know he wont mind at all~!!!!kekee....right yuk dei??
cant wait for the next reunion party~!!!~!!!!~!!!!!!
hey frens~!!!jung xin ga and those fan yan~!!!i miss you guys~!~!!~!!!!
kekee.....altho we all r seperated so far apart....but we will alwiz be there for each other ya..
oopss...i mean i wil alwiz be there for u guys yaa...not so sure bout u all ler..
juz hoping that we all wil stay the same...if not....change for a better....but not worse ya...
tonite...i wish i could produce a drug....that can prolong the memories ...in another word....promote formation of S100b protein...for consodilation...(conversion of short term memory to long term memory)......not only for the sake of studies...but...at the same time....keepin those treasured moments in mind....
obviously...tis is an easy job for most of the gals on earth....but definitely not easy at all for guys...
guys juz tend to forget everythin tat had taken place...ermm....and they giv reasons like....they do not turn back...but look forward....(according to mr.waiyip ...if not mistaken)
lame reason..~~~
thought tonite gonna be another boring night...
i spent my day time...watching tv..online chatting with kevin...fetching sis...and eating...
so sick of it tho...
i thought i could settle the genting problem by today...but again i m so disappointed w myself...
sms waiyip in the evening....
tot of goin yum char with him tonight....but so sorry...hehe...
anyway...he wasnt angry w me...thanks ya...i know u chill out man...
went out with weizhen,yudan and kian hwat.
we had long talk at moven peak ....so long since the last time we chatted like tat....really miss the feelings of ...the feelings tat i actually belonged to sumwhere else.....and i m not alone...aiks...ipoh is getting more n more pathetic..close frens are leaving soon...gonna miss every single one of them so much~!!!!!!
tonite the feelings are juz so special...maybe its bcuz everyone gonna split soon...
fortunately ...we stil hav yudan guarding the base(ipoh) wahahaha...
tonite keng wai sms me...but so sorry...stil haven reloaded...couldnt reply u...aiks...pls forgiv...and one more thing...err....i think his mum saw me...but i was too shy to say hi...aisk...again..sorry ya..altho i know he wont mind at all~!!!!kekee....right yuk dei??
cant wait for the next reunion party~!!!~!!!!~!!!!!!
hey frens~!!!jung xin ga and those fan yan~!!!i miss you guys~!~!!~!!!!
kekee.....altho we all r seperated so far apart....but we will alwiz be there for each other ya..
oopss...i mean i wil alwiz be there for u guys yaa...not so sure bout u all ler..
juz hoping that we all wil stay the same...if not....change for a better....but not worse ya...
tonite...i wish i could produce a drug....that can prolong the memories ...in another word....promote formation of S100b protein...for consodilation...(conversion of short term memory to long term memory)......not only for the sake of studies...but...at the same time....keepin those treasured moments in mind....
obviously...tis is an easy job for most of the gals on earth....but definitely not easy at all for guys...
guys juz tend to forget everythin tat had taken place...ermm....and they giv reasons like....they do not turn back...but look forward....(according to mr.waiyip ...if not mistaken)
lame reason..~~~
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
eyes hurting...
typing in the dark since sis is sleeping soundly now...
stil chattin with suanming...we r havin very interesting topic
stil wondering..
how could a guy like him can ever exist ... n he does...he is juz so funny
how could GOd gave him two brains instead of one..
that leads him into the extraimaginative world...
i guess he needs prayers...lets juz bow our heads n pray for our fren...suan ming...
had a long chat with kevin...were discussing bout the coming genting trip..with frens...headache....
and tonite...had so much of flash backs...
i didnt realize tat...things are stil so clearly carved in mind....
but so glad that frens arE always there for me throughout my ups and downs.
thanks guys...you guys are so wonderful~!!~!~!!!
after the super long talk with kevin and suan ming...
haahaa....we actuallly came out with a sentence of the day...
anyway....who knows how is our future gonna take place???
only God knows....so again....
i will juz say....commit everythin into His hand...
and pray hard for tat...He is so good...for He wil answer your sincere prayers...and give you the desires in your heart..
maybe the main prob that occurs is ....ppl r getting more n more complicated...
its 4.30am....and i m stil awake...
afraid of falling asleep.....
afraid of lying on the bed...with an active mind.....which keeps recalling stuff....
afraid of dreaming bout sumthin that has to do with the conversation juz now....
but i experienced b4...i dreamt of sumthin which i didnt wanna dream of...and i managed to "escape" from the dream...n jolted up ...n den fell asleep again..and started with a new dream....
i wish i could come out with a drug in the future..
which enables human beings...to control our reticular formation and hypothalamus...which is responsible of sending signals to our cerebral cortex and occipital lobe as well for dream vision...
by den...we will be able to choose the dreams that we wanna have at tat particular night....
juz like choosing movies from the dvd rack....
cool huh?
maybe choosing dreams for the person sleepin next to u...would be an better idea...or ....connect her or his brain with ur own brain...with sumkind of cable which is capable for signal transduction....
and thusss.s...s......
there r no more secretsssssss.....between you guyss...
this drug wil definitely has a huge market ....among the married couples..kekeke....
ok...its time to go to bed.....
and sleep as much as i wan.....maybe ..i mean...if possible...
i wanna try sleeping continuously for...ermm..24 hours??!!??
or maybe above???
since i really have nothing better to do..........
typing in the dark since sis is sleeping soundly now...
stil chattin with suanming...we r havin very interesting topic
stil wondering..
how could a guy like him can ever exist ... n he does...he is juz so funny
how could GOd gave him two brains instead of one..
that leads him into the extraimaginative world...
i guess he needs prayers...lets juz bow our heads n pray for our fren...suan ming...
had a long chat with kevin...were discussing bout the coming genting trip..with frens...headache....
and tonite...had so much of flash backs...
i didnt realize tat...things are stil so clearly carved in mind....
but so glad that frens arE always there for me throughout my ups and downs.
thanks guys...you guys are so wonderful~!!~!~!!!
after the super long talk with kevin and suan ming...
haahaa....we actuallly came out with a sentence of the day...
anyway....who knows how is our future gonna take place???
only God knows....so again....
i will juz say....commit everythin into His hand...
and pray hard for tat...He is so good...for He wil answer your sincere prayers...and give you the desires in your heart..
maybe the main prob that occurs is ....ppl r getting more n more complicated...
its 4.30am....and i m stil awake...
afraid of falling asleep.....
afraid of lying on the bed...with an active mind.....which keeps recalling stuff....
afraid of dreaming bout sumthin that has to do with the conversation juz now....
but i experienced b4...i dreamt of sumthin which i didnt wanna dream of...and i managed to "escape" from the dream...n jolted up ...n den fell asleep again..and started with a new dream....
i wish i could come out with a drug in the future..
which enables human beings...to control our reticular formation and hypothalamus...which is responsible of sending signals to our cerebral cortex and occipital lobe as well for dream vision...
by den...we will be able to choose the dreams that we wanna have at tat particular night....
juz like choosing movies from the dvd rack....
cool huh?
maybe choosing dreams for the person sleepin next to u...would be an better idea...or ....connect her or his brain with ur own brain...with sumkind of cable which is capable for signal transduction....
and thusss.s...s......
there r no more secretsssssss.....between you guyss...
this drug wil definitely has a huge market ....among the married couples..kekeke....
ok...its time to go to bed.....
and sleep as much as i wan.....maybe ..i mean...if possible...
i wanna try sleeping continuously for...ermm..24 hours??!!??
or maybe above???
since i really have nothing better to do..........
Monday, July 04, 2005
today is not my day~~~
let me jot down wat had taken place early in the morning...
2am.-shut down laptop...carried everythin upstairs..washed up and jumped onto my bed...
hid under the blanket...enter my sweet sweet slumberland...
3.30am-had nightmare...in the dream...i was having very bad stomachache...and was admitted into hospital...the next thing that i realized was.....i was having a sever stomachache in reality...
OMG....the pain was killing me....diarrhea n vomitted...my eyes were hardly opened...my mind was cursing the food that i had eaten before that....
4am.- while i was opening my room door...steppin into my room...a shadow came into my sight...stood straight in front of me...it was ling...couldn't bother much...as i knew that she was suffering the same thing as well....
before i could fall asleep again...the pain hit me again....the feelings were like...stomach being tearing apart...ouch....
i walked all the way downstairs....trying to search for sum medication....
the next thing i know was.....my body was getting strenghtless and vision getting blur....
i made myself walk to the living room....and the very second i could touch the sofa....i lost my conciousness..............
6.30am-mommy woke me up...she looked so worried...
Praise the Lord...thank God for answering my prayer....i m feeling so much better now...
and getting bored....
i wanna go out~!!!!!!!!!
let me jot down wat had taken place early in the morning...
2am.-shut down laptop...carried everythin upstairs..washed up and jumped onto my bed...
hid under the blanket...enter my sweet sweet slumberland...
3.30am-had nightmare...in the dream...i was having very bad stomachache...and was admitted into hospital...the next thing that i realized was.....i was having a sever stomachache in reality...
OMG....the pain was killing me....diarrhea n vomitted...my eyes were hardly opened...my mind was cursing the food that i had eaten before that....
4am.- while i was opening my room door...steppin into my room...a shadow came into my sight...stood straight in front of me...it was ling...couldn't bother much...as i knew that she was suffering the same thing as well....
before i could fall asleep again...the pain hit me again....the feelings were like...stomach being tearing apart...ouch....
i walked all the way downstairs....trying to search for sum medication....
the next thing i know was.....my body was getting strenghtless and vision getting blur....
i made myself walk to the living room....and the very second i could touch the sofa....i lost my conciousness..............
6.30am-mommy woke me up...she looked so worried...
Praise the Lord...thank God for answering my prayer....i m feeling so much better now...
and getting bored....
i wanna go out~!!!!!!!!!
Sunday, July 03, 2005
i typed a long post in chinese..n wanted it to be post up here so much, but unfortunately..after the click ..the page that appeared next was....blog not found.geramnya~!!
i spent so much of time..typing character by character...and after so long...finally finished the last line of the post..
why must that happen to the very first post that i typed in chinese~~~i will not be typing any again for the time being.
tonight supposed to hang out with hui shyn n sunny...but come to think bout it..i can imagine how wil things take place later...so i guess its a good idea to cancel it off...
scanned thru the blog that i used to hav it while i was with terence...
i used to write so much in that blog...and sounded having so much of fun typing every single thing out...but clearly in my mind..i know how was i feeling that time...
actually i guess all of that has already come to an end...where i think..he will no longer log in any of our blogs...n no longer realize that the testimonials that i wrote for him r no longer existing in his testi list...i am so sorry for doing that but i guess...thats the best way to end it up...no point leaving foot prints ..its not like we r gonna trace up stuff like tat anyway..
i miss the dayz having so many frens around in ipoh...and busy hanging out every night...
the most important thing is that>...i cant even figure out a person to call out....for karaoke or breakfast either...now its my turn to taste the loneliness............
OMG~!I m not tat pathetic ya~!!!!Never say lonely...Never lose to loneliness....Single but happy>>
attention pls..attention to all the SINGLESs.s.s....
single is definitely not equalized to desperate..
single is definitely not equalized to lonely...
single is a ROMANCE in its own way...
and single....is FUN....for our very age....
sounded like......trying to convince myself with all that?~!?NO WAY..
anyway...guys are never "trustable"...tis is the conclusion...
and for tis sake....gals...never dream of falling in love if you are stil not fallen yet....never watch too much of drama series which stupidly display every single scene with romance as the main message(especially taiwanese series...they usually suxx....)
gals...its time to learn to be smart enough...to defend ...to protect yourself mentally....from those heartless guysss...especially to those who never ever care or concern bout the gals' feelings...
tho i admit that there are sum bad apples which ruin the reputation of the gals popularity...i truly believe that....gals are alwiz the vulnerable victims...in relationship stuff...
guys~!cant u guys juz stop that irritating acts...and start treasuring gals before every single one of them turning into lesbians~!
i spent so much of time..typing character by character...and after so long...finally finished the last line of the post..
why must that happen to the very first post that i typed in chinese~~~i will not be typing any again for the time being.
tonight supposed to hang out with hui shyn n sunny...but come to think bout it..i can imagine how wil things take place later...so i guess its a good idea to cancel it off...
scanned thru the blog that i used to hav it while i was with terence...
i used to write so much in that blog...and sounded having so much of fun typing every single thing out...but clearly in my mind..i know how was i feeling that time...
actually i guess all of that has already come to an end...where i think..he will no longer log in any of our blogs...n no longer realize that the testimonials that i wrote for him r no longer existing in his testi list...i am so sorry for doing that but i guess...thats the best way to end it up...no point leaving foot prints ..its not like we r gonna trace up stuff like tat anyway..
i miss the dayz having so many frens around in ipoh...and busy hanging out every night...
the most important thing is that>...i cant even figure out a person to call out....for karaoke or breakfast either...now its my turn to taste the loneliness............
OMG~!I m not tat pathetic ya~!!!!Never say lonely...Never lose to loneliness....Single but happy>>
attention pls..attention to all the SINGLESs.s.s....
single is definitely not equalized to desperate..
single is definitely not equalized to lonely...
single is a ROMANCE in its own way...
and single....is FUN....for our very age....
sounded like......trying to convince myself with all that?~!?NO WAY..
anyway...guys are never "trustable"...tis is the conclusion...
and for tis sake....gals...never dream of falling in love if you are stil not fallen yet....never watch too much of drama series which stupidly display every single scene with romance as the main message(especially taiwanese series...they usually suxx....)
gals...its time to learn to be smart enough...to defend ...to protect yourself mentally....from those heartless guysss...especially to those who never ever care or concern bout the gals' feelings...
tho i admit that there are sum bad apples which ruin the reputation of the gals popularity...i truly believe that....gals are alwiz the vulnerable victims...in relationship stuff...
guys~!cant u guys juz stop that irritating acts...and start treasuring gals before every single one of them turning into lesbians~!
Friday, July 01, 2005
just came back from kl yesterday
was tiring but very comfortable journey...
came back together with eu wen n his roomie-phil.Phil is alwiz bullied by eu wen.made him walk all the way down to checkout for the correct platform..
eu wen is stil as naughty as usual....
tues morning,started packing up my stuff at 11...accidentally took too many tops to kl...but fortunately i wasnt the one carrying my bag most of the time.
left ipoh at 3.30pm.loon drove there..along the journey...i was readin the book "Heaven is so real~!" Dalvin was right..we need an open mind to read it..
loon n i rarely had a long conversation..we were basically askin n answering questions.
reached cyber ria at six sumthin.the journey was shortened by the superb driving skill of my bro...every turnin..including those sharp ones, we were passing them in an unbelievable speed (for me)...at an perfect ankle.enjoyed the journey so much.i wish i can have another ride in the future.
after reaching at cyber ria...loon helped me to carry my bag to weizhi's place.tat nite itself,they brought me out to sunway pyramid...got to know sum nice frens who r now studyin in mmu as well...mun lin..june..sum guys.they r friendly n nice..n we watched the movie Initial D at sunway cinema.tat movie is so impressive and i plan to watch it again in ipoh.really like it so much!~!!~!!!
after tat,we went out yumchar at puchong n reached back at hostel..at bout 1.30am.met up with kenyi at one of the playgrounds in cyber ria.
nice to meet him in person..he is talkative and nice to talk to..not much different from the one tat i had expected in my mind before meetin him...
tat nite,chatted with weizhi til 3 sumthin in the morning...and slept.
got up at nine on the next day..and went to attend class with them.
the class was so boring...since i know nothin bout programming and database and stuff...was trying my very best to understand it..but gave up at the end..
jes n dehsze came to pick me up at lunch time.we took ktm to kl central n had lunch at kfc.we even bought caps ..as a donation for an orphanage.after tat we took monorail to sg wang...and shopped there for couple hours...bought two tops from fos.
kenyi sms me ,asking me out for a movie after tat...at time square..
n we ended up walking to time square...
after meetin up with kenyi...jes n dehsze left.
ken yi n i went upstairs...had a look at the indoor theme park n a short talk ...got our drinks n popcorns ....watched the movie..Wars of the world..
was quite interesting...but dun really like it..
after the movie..we went to Waterlily cafe for dinner..had a plate of grilled steak.yummy!
we were chatting away...had fun insulting each other.
the next day..i slept til 11am...and met up with quek at 12.40pm.
we went to 1 utama n had lunch.
while wewere enterin the restaurant "wong kok kai"..a familiar face appeared infront of us...the waiter n i stunt there for a few sec...it was Nic~!
was so shocked~!but glad to see him again after half a year.
n den we went to AnW to hav a glass of rootbeer.very nice~!after God knows how many years since the last time i drank tis...
at nite we went to tanjung2...met up with jimmy n yoke kiet..n melvin..
we had dinner there...first time eating nasi kandar in my life!its a muz to jot tis down.
we had a pretty long talk...
sat there for 4 hours~!drank 3 cups of teh tarik...the table was ful of glasses...we really hav pretty large bladders...kaka..
tat nite me n jes chatted til 4 am.
the next morning we went to mc'ds for branch...and den jimmy sent me all the way to masjid jamek by lrt.
eu wen helped me out by carrying my heavy bag...al the way to pudu raya..he was perspiring so much...
felt bad...but glad tat he was there to help me out...thanks eu wen~!!!
had so much of fun at kl~!!~!i m plannin to go there again ...
guys,thanks alot for everythin!~!!u guys r great~!!!
was tiring but very comfortable journey...
came back together with eu wen n his roomie-phil.Phil is alwiz bullied by eu wen.made him walk all the way down to checkout for the correct platform..
eu wen is stil as naughty as usual....
tues morning,started packing up my stuff at 11...accidentally took too many tops to kl...but fortunately i wasnt the one carrying my bag most of the time.
left ipoh at 3.30pm.loon drove there..along the journey...i was readin the book "Heaven is so real~!" Dalvin was right..we need an open mind to read it..
loon n i rarely had a long conversation..we were basically askin n answering questions.
reached cyber ria at six sumthin.the journey was shortened by the superb driving skill of my bro...every turnin..including those sharp ones, we were passing them in an unbelievable speed (for me)...at an perfect ankle.enjoyed the journey so much.i wish i can have another ride in the future.
after reaching at cyber ria...loon helped me to carry my bag to weizhi's place.tat nite itself,they brought me out to sunway pyramid...got to know sum nice frens who r now studyin in mmu as well...mun lin..june..sum guys.they r friendly n nice..n we watched the movie Initial D at sunway cinema.tat movie is so impressive and i plan to watch it again in ipoh.really like it so much!~!!~!!!
after tat,we went out yumchar at puchong n reached back at hostel..at bout 1.30am.met up with kenyi at one of the playgrounds in cyber ria.
nice to meet him in person..he is talkative and nice to talk to..not much different from the one tat i had expected in my mind before meetin him...
tat nite,chatted with weizhi til 3 sumthin in the morning...and slept.
got up at nine on the next day..and went to attend class with them.
the class was so boring...since i know nothin bout programming and database and stuff...was trying my very best to understand it..but gave up at the end..
jes n dehsze came to pick me up at lunch time.we took ktm to kl central n had lunch at kfc.we even bought caps ..as a donation for an orphanage.after tat we took monorail to sg wang...and shopped there for couple hours...bought two tops from fos.
kenyi sms me ,asking me out for a movie after tat...at time square..
n we ended up walking to time square...
after meetin up with kenyi...jes n dehsze left.
ken yi n i went upstairs...had a look at the indoor theme park n a short talk ...got our drinks n popcorns ....watched the movie..Wars of the world..
was quite interesting...but dun really like it..
after the movie..we went to Waterlily cafe for dinner..had a plate of grilled steak.yummy!
we were chatting away...had fun insulting each other.
the next day..i slept til 11am...and met up with quek at 12.40pm.
we went to 1 utama n had lunch.
while wewere enterin the restaurant "wong kok kai"..a familiar face appeared infront of us...the waiter n i stunt there for a few sec...it was Nic~!
was so shocked~!but glad to see him again after half a year.
n den we went to AnW to hav a glass of rootbeer.very nice~!after God knows how many years since the last time i drank tis...
at nite we went to tanjung2...met up with jimmy n yoke kiet..n melvin..
we had dinner there...first time eating nasi kandar in my life!its a muz to jot tis down.
we had a pretty long talk...
sat there for 4 hours~!drank 3 cups of teh tarik...the table was ful of glasses...we really hav pretty large bladders...kaka..
tat nite me n jes chatted til 4 am.
the next morning we went to mc'ds for branch...and den jimmy sent me all the way to masjid jamek by lrt.
eu wen helped me out by carrying my heavy bag...al the way to pudu raya..he was perspiring so much...
felt bad...but glad tat he was there to help me out...thanks eu wen~!!!
had so much of fun at kl~!!~!i m plannin to go there again ...
guys,thanks alot for everythin!~!!u guys r great~!!!
Monday, June 27, 2005
another boring nite..
stayin up so late..chattin with frenz who r equally bored..
typing my second blog of the day.since i wil not be around for another few days..gonna go cyber jaya tomolo..payin a visit to my close frens..weizhi.
finally..getting rid of the boredness..hopefully sumone over there is goin to brighten my life a bit haha.. really lookin forward for tat..
i guess...my appearance to others seems to be quite abnormal..i had received the same advice from two frens in the same day at the same time.
What's wrong with being single..why is everybody thinkin that ... i should have a boyfriend by mow and stop considering so much bout the other factors..???
erm...i dont really bother ... thinkin bout all tis right now.
Sometimes human beings tend to get so worried over things like tis...
i think the best way of solving this complicated case....is ...
reply them in such a manner : I think God has a great plan ahead for me ...i wil juz commit everythin into His hand....and wait patiently...i have faith in Him..for He wil turn everythin into good for His children.
i really do believe in Him n His words.
I believe that H e wil show me the way..and guide me and H e had chosen someone for me.
someone who is the desire of my heart...because i truly believe that He is a living God...who knows every single thing in my heart..
the Bible says ,"rejoice in the name of the Lord, and He will gives you the desire in your heart"
and I will hold on to this.
if everyone on earth ...can ever hold on to tis...and choose relationship which is based on God's will instead of lust of eyes and flesh...
tis world wil bcum so much more peaceful...
stayin up so late..chattin with frenz who r equally bored..
typing my second blog of the day.since i wil not be around for another few days..gonna go cyber jaya tomolo..payin a visit to my close frens..weizhi.
finally..getting rid of the boredness..hopefully sumone over there is goin to brighten my life a bit haha.. really lookin forward for tat..
i guess...my appearance to others seems to be quite abnormal..i had received the same advice from two frens in the same day at the same time.
What's wrong with being single..why is everybody thinkin that ... i should have a boyfriend by mow and stop considering so much bout the other factors..???
erm...i dont really bother ... thinkin bout all tis right now.
Sometimes human beings tend to get so worried over things like tis...
i think the best way of solving this complicated case....is ...
reply them in such a manner : I think God has a great plan ahead for me ...i wil juz commit everythin into His hand....and wait patiently...i have faith in Him..for He wil turn everythin into good for His children.
i really do believe in Him n His words.
I believe that H e wil show me the way..and guide me and H e had chosen someone for me.
someone who is the desire of my heart...because i truly believe that He is a living God...who knows every single thing in my heart..
the Bible says ,"rejoice in the name of the Lord, and He will gives you the desire in your heart"
and I will hold on to this.
if everyone on earth ...can ever hold on to tis...and choose relationship which is based on God's will instead of lust of eyes and flesh...
tis world wil bcum so much more peaceful...
A luvly afternoon...cant imagine i m stil sitting rite here..trying my best to spend every second of mine in front of the pc..figuring out things to do...
scanning thru ppl's blogs..reading comments..away for piano in between...
maybe i should appreciate all these instead...
Let's see...friends are leaving soon ...to their uni offered by the government.does it actually sound interesting to all those freshmen-to-be??i wonder...
kinda pity them.but i guess they'd already expected all tis since the day they made their way to st for 6th form educ...
some are laughing away..packing things up ..preparing to leave n desperately waiting for a brand new uni life..while some r mourning every single day left...weepin away..
wat a contrast...
i would say...if those who r dying to enter certain courses they wish to , are given chances to enter whichever uni n get a seat at the field where they r desperately aiming for...Malaysia is goin to be filled with geniuses from all different fields available.
interest in the main driving force after all for a person to obtain excellent results..why cant the government pay bit more attention on tis issue..n be understanding n considerate enough to those smart n hardworking ones....its so unfair when come to think of it...
life is kinda dull....nothin much to do at home...hav been onlining..playing piano..watching tv...eating all the time...gonna becum fei mui soon..
but today found sumthin interestin to do~!!readign kenyi's blog~!was so interesting n farnie..so surprised to find his blogs actually make sense..n enlighten me as well...
this guy is not as simple as i tot huh~!
gonna spend my time on blogging from today onwards i guess....
goin to eat again...goodness....
scanning thru ppl's blogs..reading comments..away for piano in between...
maybe i should appreciate all these instead...
Let's see...friends are leaving soon ...to their uni offered by the government.does it actually sound interesting to all those freshmen-to-be??i wonder...
kinda pity them.but i guess they'd already expected all tis since the day they made their way to st for 6th form educ...
some are laughing away..packing things up ..preparing to leave n desperately waiting for a brand new uni life..while some r mourning every single day left...weepin away..
wat a contrast...
i would say...if those who r dying to enter certain courses they wish to , are given chances to enter whichever uni n get a seat at the field where they r desperately aiming for...Malaysia is goin to be filled with geniuses from all different fields available.
interest in the main driving force after all for a person to obtain excellent results..why cant the government pay bit more attention on tis issue..n be understanding n considerate enough to those smart n hardworking ones....its so unfair when come to think of it...
life is kinda dull....nothin much to do at home...hav been onlining..playing piano..watching tv...eating all the time...gonna becum fei mui soon..
but today found sumthin interestin to do~!!readign kenyi's blog~!was so interesting n farnie..so surprised to find his blogs actually make sense..n enlighten me as well...
this guy is not as simple as i tot huh~!
gonna spend my time on blogging from today onwards i guess....
goin to eat again...goodness....
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