oops..i think i have been hallucinating so much nowadays..so many thoughts came into my mind and i thought that i had already typed it out but the fact is tat none of them seems to be truly posted..

i am sort of typing in the dark..pls excuse me if there's any spelling mistakes.

hey, my legs aren't long enough..my short hair is bothering me so much ..(well, i did it myself..i deserve all the consequences)..my pimples on my face non-stop poppin out..weather is getting colder n colder (which is the reason why arsenal lost badly in the match).. top-ant cycle is comin soon.. n my hair is not getting any longer...

gals..as usual.

i realised somethin recently..i find it interesting..and i dun care ..u have to agree w me no matter wat..

i was showering in the dark..
it doesnt sound so interesting .. . .yet..

i was pissed off for having such a blessing that i could shower at the right time..right after the life-span of the useless bulb..which now i called it " little brighty"..

Showering in the dark..wasnt tat bad afterall..i could feel the unusual peace and calm overwhelming the whole bathroom..
somehow it reminds me of the way i used to fall in love with my previous exes.

i could finally experience blindness physically ..and found out bout my mentally blindness that i had been suffering from in the past..p/s i am totally recovered~!

shower on...damn it..freezing cold water..
on the hot water speedily without even having any transmission of impulses in my cerebral cortex...ended up pretty bad...burnt part of my skin and yelled out like a stupid idiot in the bathroom..
well i guess that indicates the surprises that we always get so excited bout when a relationship just started..

i stretched my arm..searching for the bottle of shampoo...

ish..my tactile tracts arent sensitive enough..
well..i still have olfactory tract(nerves corresponding to smell sensation) aiding me in searching for the right shampoo...
well..it took me forever to find the correct one..
yup..bingo..u got me right~!compromising..understanding..and tolerating ur partner..is never an easy job..it might ends up taking forever...
dun worry..everyone is born with different qualities of nerves..mine suck big time~

after all the troubles..here come the biggest one..
finding the right piece to put on..
i thought i was good ..well u tend to think that u guys make the most perfect couple on earth when u r mentally blinded by sweet talks ,roses..chocolates..romantic dinners..
i walked out of the bathroom(the peaceful bathroom for once)..lights along the corridor shrank my pupils real fast..the corridor was so bright that at the very moment..i felt that i was floating in heaven..the corridor was so much wider that i thought it was..the room looked so huge..everyone that came into my sight was radiating sunlight like the picture i have for my dearest Jesus..
hooo~~~
i walked along the corridor twice before getting into the toilet..
lookin into the mirror..GOsh..i was wearing my top inside-out..

yay..!i embarrassed myself badly along the corridor ~!!!

again, what we used to trust and believe when we were deeply in love..might not be that real and true after all...u might think that u are trusting the right person..believing in somethin which is true..but after being unblinded by the "lights of breaking-up"..u might realise that u are just like me..wearing ur top inside-out..chill out~i am not trying to hint u guys how unsuccessful were my previous relationships..i would just say that..this is what i have been observing..