RED ALERT!!!
AGAIN...THE EXAMS SEASON..ya again...
not-so-a-rubrophilic..
this colour is so much more delightful...i guess i m tensed up enough .
first of all, Thank God for answering my prayers...i m very thankful for all my sweet and caring friends around....they are supportive and without them i guess i wouldn't be tough enough to sustain all these nonsense.
"how's life??how's exam goin?"
"well, life is sucky as usual...exam is torturous as usual..."
i know i have been giving the same answer for the past few years...but i guess that is the only thing tat i can type...but thanks for asking the same question every year..
i have not been blogging for quite a long time..due to some complicated issues that non-stop bothering me throughout the past few months.
Complicated yet worthy i would say..
i'd never thought that my single life could actually become the most complicated period of time in my life...so tell me now, my theory was wrong huh?!?
so what now?getting involved in a relationship is a way to get myself out of all these problems?or avoid falling for anyone but get the others into some troublesome shit?
ya, by now u might be thinkin of giving me an advice...
"follow your heart...follow the flow ..gal.."
i guess this is bullshit...its just a stupid way of hiding urself somewhere else and refuse to face the reality of life and at the same time making the others sustain the hurtful consequences for you, YOU,WHO MADE THE MISTAKE !! you selfish idiot!
maybe i shouldn't call it a mistake...it was something good and enlightening..
i am glad that things ended up maturely at least...
those days were wonderful and memorable...
i was in this dilemma for such a long period without coming out with a decision...my bad..
i dared not to make a single move...situation was really bad..i couldn't bear to imagine the consequences of any decision that i was going to make..this is definitely harder than diagnosing a disease ...
my head hurts badly whenever i tried to think bout it..my heart aches when i see how others suffer for what i had done ...
i wanted to make the right and smart move that will please every party...but obviously its not possible...
its over i guess....
just wan to apologize to those who think that i owe them apologies...
and thank those who actually did forgive me ...
no matter how the future goes....
i am going to try my very best to hold on to my decision...
thanks for never give up in guiding me...
although i am such an unworthy one..
its a blessing to have you in my life...
not-so-a-rubrophilic..
this colour is so much more delightful...i guess i m tensed up enough .
first of all, Thank God for answering my prayers...i m very thankful for all my sweet and caring friends around....they are supportive and without them i guess i wouldn't be tough enough to sustain all these nonsense.
"how's life??how's exam goin?"
"well, life is sucky as usual...exam is torturous as usual..."
i know i have been giving the same answer for the past few years...but i guess that is the only thing tat i can type...but thanks for asking the same question every year..
i have not been blogging for quite a long time..due to some complicated issues that non-stop bothering me throughout the past few months.
Complicated yet worthy i would say..
i'd never thought that my single life could actually become the most complicated period of time in my life...so tell me now, my theory was wrong huh?!?
so what now?getting involved in a relationship is a way to get myself out of all these problems?or avoid falling for anyone but get the others into some troublesome shit?
ya, by now u might be thinkin of giving me an advice...
"follow your heart...follow the flow ..gal.."
i guess this is bullshit...its just a stupid way of hiding urself somewhere else and refuse to face the reality of life and at the same time making the others sustain the hurtful consequences for you, YOU,WHO MADE THE MISTAKE !! you selfish idiot!
maybe i shouldn't call it a mistake...it was something good and enlightening..
i am glad that things ended up maturely at least...
those days were wonderful and memorable...
i was in this dilemma for such a long period without coming out with a decision...my bad..
i dared not to make a single move...situation was really bad..i couldn't bear to imagine the consequences of any decision that i was going to make..this is definitely harder than diagnosing a disease ...
my head hurts badly whenever i tried to think bout it..my heart aches when i see how others suffer for what i had done ...
i wanted to make the right and smart move that will please every party...but obviously its not possible...
its over i guess....
just wan to apologize to those who think that i owe them apologies...
and thank those who actually did forgive me ...
no matter how the future goes....
i am going to try my very best to hold on to my decision...
thanks for never give up in guiding me...
although i am such an unworthy one..
its a blessing to have you in my life...
1 comment:
sorry for asking the "stupid question". will think of something else to ask next time.
i have absolutely no idea and comment on the later part of your post. so i shall remain silent.
anyway, glad you survive the turbulence.
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